Hey all...very strange day...not quite sure how real it was or what it means in the long run...have seen indications today of the possible fulfillment of my greatest dream. Woman I've been madly in love with for 7 years or so confirmed feelings for me as well and suggested possible future relationship potential. Been drinking heavily for about 6 hours now, trying to get a handle on things.
I thought I'd post this...then in the morning if it's still here, I know it happened. Then the only remaining question is just exactly what the hell I'm gonna do now...having based my entire existence on the premise that life sux and it's never going to get better it's rather inconvenient to suddenly be faced with this...could require a massive retraining of brain and emotional outlook.
Anyway, don't expect responses to this...just trying to find things to do to stay awake so I can linger in the moment a while longer..............
I thought I'd post this...then in the morning if it's still here, I know it happened. Then the only remaining question is just exactly what the hell I'm gonna do now...having based my entire existence on the premise that life sux and it's never going to get better it's rather inconvenient to suddenly be faced with this...could require a massive retraining of brain and emotional outlook.
Anyway, don't expect responses to this...just trying to find things to do to stay awake so I can linger in the moment a while longer..............
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