Thanks guys for the encouragement and attempts at giving me reality check
I'm pretty stubborn to let some people talk me out of seeing the world

it's always been a dream of mine and i'm just not happy at my job. i'm good at it and i make decent money for a kid my age, if i dont have that car payment i can save more than $2000 a month after i pay off my credit cards.
i was stupid when i was in college and in the past year (1st) of my career. i blew my money on stupid stuff... cars, dvds, computers, tivos, golf clubs, you name it. i was buying so much material things because something else is missing. i need find what my passion is...
i dont know what i want to do after my adventures, but all i know is that i only live once and this is something i have to do. i dont want to audit financial statements for the rest of my life. there has to be more to life than waking up everyday and being a zombie in this corporate wasteland.