a very painful life that you no longer want to live through anymore due to an endless tirade of diseases, severe major depression and diagnosed with antisocial disorder and you no longer have anyone in your life that you have an ounce of sympathy for except perhaps a younger struggling sibling who's a bit too left leaning for your tastes which is a bit of an nuisance.
You don't care to meet new people anymore as you're tired of harming them or bored of it rather and exposing your true self. Part of you desperately wants to improve and change but you can't because the things you learn to improve actually creates more destructive ideas to harm others.
You are reckless, spontaneous and only feel just a slight bit of joy from extremities, whatever that may be. Anything else is boring and quite simply a waste of time and energy unless you're doing that to fit in socially, which then you show highly convincing emotions although they are not genuine.
You are young (say 30) and generally considered very good looking and you are in very good physical shape from the outside. With people, you make a very good first impression until they catch on, then you shut them out of your life completely and move on to new things. Your insides, both physical and mental are a hopeless clinical mess.
You have plenty of money sitting around in investments but you simply don't care about them anymore. You have no house, no car and completely debt-free and quite frankly, like it that way. You have a decent paying job, live in NYC and future prosperity doesn't look bad although you'll never get to enjoy it.
What would you do? I know that the typical ATOT answer would be to /yourself which is IMHO perhaps even the most rational thing to do but otherwise being creative, unwitty and somewhat uplifting, what would you do?
You don't care to meet new people anymore as you're tired of harming them or bored of it rather and exposing your true self. Part of you desperately wants to improve and change but you can't because the things you learn to improve actually creates more destructive ideas to harm others.
You are reckless, spontaneous and only feel just a slight bit of joy from extremities, whatever that may be. Anything else is boring and quite simply a waste of time and energy unless you're doing that to fit in socially, which then you show highly convincing emotions although they are not genuine.
You are young (say 30) and generally considered very good looking and you are in very good physical shape from the outside. With people, you make a very good first impression until they catch on, then you shut them out of your life completely and move on to new things. Your insides, both physical and mental are a hopeless clinical mess.
You have plenty of money sitting around in investments but you simply don't care about them anymore. You have no house, no car and completely debt-free and quite frankly, like it that way. You have a decent paying job, live in NYC and future prosperity doesn't look bad although you'll never get to enjoy it.
What would you do? I know that the typical ATOT answer would be to /yourself which is IMHO perhaps even the most rational thing to do but otherwise being creative, unwitty and somewhat uplifting, what would you do?
