<RANT>
Yeah, I've finally realized that I just don't think I can take another miserable routine in my life. I'm not talking about a career because I most definitely want that but I feel if I get a job as a teenager, I'll lose all my time to be creative. What should I do? I've passed up numerous jobs for numerous reasons, mainly because I can't talk to people or deal with the public, major fvcking problem. I'm not lazy (or at least I don't think so) so it's not that what's making me procrastinate. The only job I can really do is do something with my computer or something technological. Burger joints and things to do with food aren't my fortay hence I suck at my job. The only thing I've been good at was washing dishes but it seems I can't find a job that will just leave me secluded with the dishes and not talk to anyone. There was a job that offered good hours but you had to talk to the geriatrics who are known to insult and sometimes turn violent.
(Sigh) I don't want to be a goldbricker but it's turning out that way.
Yeah, I've finally realized that I just don't think I can take another miserable routine in my life. I'm not talking about a career because I most definitely want that but I feel if I get a job as a teenager, I'll lose all my time to be creative. What should I do? I've passed up numerous jobs for numerous reasons, mainly because I can't talk to people or deal with the public, major fvcking problem. I'm not lazy (or at least I don't think so) so it's not that what's making me procrastinate. The only job I can really do is do something with my computer or something technological. Burger joints and things to do with food aren't my fortay hence I suck at my job. The only thing I've been good at was washing dishes but it seems I can't find a job that will just leave me secluded with the dishes and not talk to anyone. There was a job that offered good hours but you had to talk to the geriatrics who are known to insult and sometimes turn violent.
(Sigh) I don't want to be a goldbricker but it's turning out that way.
