Elledan
'Love' is no longer an option for me. Don't ask me why, but I just don't 'feel anything' when I see girls (or boys, for the smartasses at this board). I just know that I'm not able to 'fall in love'.
I know that the reason a boy likes girls is because he's 'programmed' to do so. I've reprogrammed myself, you could say.
I've set myself a few targets in this life that I will accomplish before this body 'of me' starts to fail. 'Love' and creating offspring isn't one of those targets.
If you really want to know it: I'm 17, nearly 18 and live in the Netherlands.
I'm, however, much 'smarter' than the average 17-year old. I like to spend my time reading scientific articles (I'm currently reading a book on Event-symmetric space-time, interesting material), programming (picked up PHP in less than four weeks, now learning JS and C++).
I also teached myself proper English, am now doing the same for German.
Another 'interesting' fact is that I don't spend any time with going out with friends or on other things considered to be 'fun' by the average teenager, the only thing I do all day is 'assimilating' knowledge, learning new things, broaden my horizon.
so, your 'target' is to become not much more than a Dell or a Gateway.
well, brother, your life won't be worth much more than 8 or 9 hundred bucks when you achieve it
and if that's the case, why would you even opine on this subject, if you are truly seeking an unemotional, inhuman state of awareness?