Good, I'm glad you found someone who can help you. I understand you were only trying to have a need met and I would not want someone to find themselves in trouble for trying something which seems perfectly reasonable. Our laws and regulations regarding controlled substances are not meant to aid those in need but designed to keep things strictly unavailable except under very specific circumstances. If a customs agent were to discover a controlled substance coming into the country the DEA might just decide to investigate and they aren't concerned with motivation, they enforce the law and that's bad news for those who become a target, no matter the motivation. I'm glad you won't find yourself in potential jeopardy. No one needs that, especially when seeking medication for a legitimate need.
You're absolutely right, and I appreciate the good advice. I think I know an unusual amount of uninsured people, and they seem to order xanax and anti-depressants from canada like it's no big deal. I've been down the psychiatrist racket before, my old psychiatrists used to charge me $200 bucks an hour to talk about my parents, my relationship with my siblings, and our mutual love of old movies. our average sessions were over an hour, rounded up to $400. Every month! Now that I'm a family man I just find that so hard to justify, and all my health insurance options (all 3 of them) booked for months, since my horrible insurance has 3 participated doctors in NEW YORK CITY! 3 in a city this huge is unforgivable, but that's the health insurance they give my wife, a nyc teacher. bah.
Sorry for ranting, but I so rarely need the meds (driving, paperwork, analytics work) that illegally buying 10 pills for $100 was less hassle than doing things the "right" way. Everyone from nurses to pharmacists take a skeptical to downright accusatory tone that's incredibly embarrassing. The last docs office I went to had an administrator escort me out! It's been very frustrating to deal with, but I'm just very glad the GP route worked. I respect her quite a bit but even she's skeptical, saying I should try coping mechanisms and all this mombo jumbo over medicating. I know she means well, but MRI's simply show that our ADHD brains need some help firing up properly...It's gotten so awful that I"m falling asleep randomly, bordering on narcolepsy. It's not our fault that junkies love our medication. I happen to hate the stuff and use as little as possible.