the best years of my life was when i was in 7th and 8th grade. Time flew.... just hanging out everyday after school... knowing everybody at the school... all these girls asking you out.. hanging out with the "popular" crew .. going to parties, etc
but then i moved and started my freshman year high school in Florida , it was a tough transition for me... i went from being popular at the middle school and knowing basically EVERYBODY to not knowing a single person... while everyone seems like they grew up together. I WISH that i would've stayed and went on to high school with the rest of my middle school classmates. My life story would be completely different.
anyways... at the new high school
Freshman year was okay..... sophomore year was decent... but then either all my "new" friends that i met at the high school dropped out or moved away.
From then... everything sucked. My junior and senior year sucked completely. I had low confidence, couldn't wait to get out of high school. I was basically a loner.
Went to college.. freshman year, i "experimented" with some things,,,, alcohol/weed ... had some good times but at the same time... i have some regrets. Second semester picked up.I learned many things about myself... now i look but... i wasn't mentally ready for college.
Now I'm in my third semester in college... living off campus... doing nothing but going to class, work, and studying. I haven't hung out or called any of the old people i met during my freshman year.. i dunno why. This semester.. i just need to focus on school. Hopefully I can pull the rest of my grades up.... and start enjoying myself soon...
we'll see what happens.