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OMG I'm so depressed......

I don't know what to do with myself. I can't sleep. I've been listening to music but every song is depressing. Ugh...... this is horrible. I just want to cry. 🙁
 
Go see a doctor and get some happy pills, it worked great for my bro he took them for 9 months that was 3 years ago it saved his life.
So like i said go talk to a pro.
 
If you think you are really depressed, drive out to where the transients hang out and ask them how they cope with depression.
 
ehhhh... be with a good friend and do stuff.... go out it will make you feel better. Sitting at home on the computer is probably the worst thing to do. Get better 🙂
 
you got to force yourself to talk to a friend.....get it all off your chest. start eating healthy and walk for 30 minutes a day.

that don't work...go see a pro
 
Listen to Ozzy's "suicide solution" over and over again -- maybe your family can get a settlement after....

More seriously, go get some therapy and/or happy pills.
 
Originally posted by: nihil
i wonder if this problem is derived from women, or the lack thereof?

Yeah.... for the most part. I feel like I am losing the girl that I love. I love this girl with all my heart. I want to marry her...... and I want to live with her the rest of my life. She knows this..... and she feels the same way. But this is where it gets complicated...... I met her online. I never had any intention of falling in love with her... I didn't really even expect us to become friends. but it kinda slipped up on both of us. believe me I didn't want to fall in love with someone far away.... infact I even tried to end it when I first felt like I was falling for her. but something stopped me. I don't know what..... maybe it was the fact that we are perfect for each other...... our personalities match so well. everything just clicks. I don't think there is anyone on the face of the earth that I?d get along better with. we can read each other so well. it's funny..... sometimes we will type the exact same thing at the exact same time. I always tell her to stop reading my mind but she said I?m reading her mind. lol. ugh..... god. every second spent talking to her is so much fun. all my live there has been a void.... and emptiness that was always there. almost like an aching that never goes away...... or at least not until I met her. whenever I talk to her the emptiness goes away. she told me it was the same with her. she is my second half.... I really believe that we are soul mates. I am determined to end up with her. I have replanned my whole life...... anything that it will take to be with her I will do. the thing is, is we are both 15. we both still have to go through the rest of highschool then college. plus the fact that we live 1000 miles from each other. I refuse to give up.... but she had given up before we started. I know she didn't want to get this deep...... I kinda pushed her. I know she loves me as much as I love her.... but it's like she isn't trying anymore. she is convinced that we won't be able to get together..... that things just won't work out. she hasn't said it but I know she is thinking it. sometimes it makes me mad.... how could she give up so easily? And yes, I have tried to meet girls around here but there is no one like her. even if I did find someone I liked I would feel like I was cheating.... I wouldn't be happy anyway. I couldn't settle for something less... I could never love anyone like I love her. even if I get married and have kids I will still always love her and love her more. I don't want to live if I have to spend the rest of my life without her. I?m really trying to hold onto her.... but it is hard being so far away. and she isn't making it any easier herself. I really haven't talked to her much in the past 2 weeks.... only a couple of times and only for a few minutes so I couldn't really talk to her. if she doesn't get online tomorrow I?m going to have to call her..... I am thinking about flying there this summer without my parent permission since I know they would never let me go. I?m willing to give up everything for her.... *sigh*
 
not to sound like a prick but...you are only 15 you dont know what you want go play some sports be a kid break some sh!t get into trouble you are a juvenile they cant touch you and wouldnt want too! 🙂 i know 🙂 Live your life if it's meant to be this girl will still be around.

...follow the white rabbit...
 
u're both 15? this is called puppy love. how about this. i'll buy u a porno. that'll cheer u up. oh wait... u have internet access. download it yourself! 😉
 
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