so.... ive been tearing through girls lately, trying find what i felt for a friend of mine... her name is nicki.... I've pretty much sabotaged everything after she broke up with me.... cause i know deep down she is what i wanted..... i went kinda psycho on nicki... and it scared her away.... like i do all the other girls.. but she is the only one that was friends enough with me to let me apologize... tell me it was ok... that she understood... that it wasnt a big deal, etc. and to actually come around and hang out with me like nothing happened.... hmmmm.....
so last night.... i had a really, really vivid dream..... i was at a club... having the time of my life... and she was there... it was clearly her.... no mistaking... we hung out... danced... just had the time of our lives together..... and then i woke up.... it was so weird...... i've been kinda thinking about her all day....
well, i was sitting here talking to a few people on line.... and i get an instant message from a s/n i dont know.... they asked how i'd been and that they hadnt talked to me in forever... i asked for her name, and she says, nicki... at this point.... i was thinking of every nicki except the one i was thinking about all day, because i didnt think in the least it would be her..... well, she says its her.... tells me somethings to validate that it was her... and that she felt motivated today to find me.... and we just had an amzing chat....
whoa... there is a God..
so last night.... i had a really, really vivid dream..... i was at a club... having the time of my life... and she was there... it was clearly her.... no mistaking... we hung out... danced... just had the time of our lives together..... and then i woke up.... it was so weird...... i've been kinda thinking about her all day....
well, i was sitting here talking to a few people on line.... and i get an instant message from a s/n i dont know.... they asked how i'd been and that they hadnt talked to me in forever... i asked for her name, and she says, nicki... at this point.... i was thinking of every nicki except the one i was thinking about all day, because i didnt think in the least it would be her..... well, she says its her.... tells me somethings to validate that it was her... and that she felt motivated today to find me.... and we just had an amzing chat....
whoa... there is a God..