Man, that sucks. I really feel for you. I've been losing pets at the (increasing, it seems) rate of almost 2/3 a year.
A dog, I loved that animal.
Another dog, I hated that one, it was really mean.
A cat. Killed by a cruel driver.
Another cat. I don't really know what happened to it.
Another dog. She was very sick, and she was suffering a lot 🙁. It almost felt kinda good to put her out of her misery. I guess there's a point where you no longer feel to have the right to be selfish, like you said.
A cat. His heart was the size of a peach, whilst it should be more of a walnut.
Another cat. It ran away. I miss it so much, every day.
Brutuskend, you've given me a reason to make a PayPal account or something, so that I'll be able to donate when things like this happen. If I had any money, you'd get it. Seriously 🙁. I know what it is to lose loved ones.
R. I. P. Brutus. 🙁