Poor Moonbeam, he still thinks people take his psychobabble seriously.
Have some faith. I will always try to help you. We have, for anything to take, to establish certain facts, one of which is that in your current condition you are hopeless. But this is not a reality, just a feeling that is true because it's what you really feel. If you can learn to like yourself a bit more, you won't feel so defensive. The reason people dump on you such scorn is because you open yourself up to it by acting like such an idiot. Do a bit less of that and things will improve. Everything is attitude and what you truly believe. The realization that you cause yourself to appear like a titanic fool can only help you in the long run. A drunk who will become sober must first face the fact he's a drunk. Otherwise, he will stay a drunk. To a drunk everything is psychobabble because a drunk can't make sense of anything. That's what it means to be a drunk and why there are places drunks can go to get cured. Most of humanity has determined, I think objectively, that it is better to be sober than to be a drunk.