Sounds horrible. At least he's at peace now, I feel bad/relieved for his family.
Malak, don't bother. People here don't and will not give a shit, because this is just text on a screen. Do you honestly think that if it were their brother, cousin, etc, that they would take a big steaming shit on their corpse like these people are doing? Well, maybe some of them still would, but most probably are very decent people IRL. I think the internet has a certain douche-amplifier, and we're all a bit douchier just for being here 😛
yes, the internet exaggerates such attitudes.
However, in real life, I don't give respect to individuals who let problems take control of them and do nothing to change it, further making it worse by not even admitting they have a problem in the first place.
I have a shitbag of an uncle, barely ever see him, has alcohol and drug problems, and has done nothing to prevent his children from following in his footsteps. Provides a terrible life for his kids and sets a terrible example. I have absolutely no respect for him, and I only feel bad for the kids not having better parents (but the kids are getting to the age that they themselves can shape their own future if they stopped taking the easy way out).
Sadly, it's in my genes, I'm fairly confident I share quite a few of the same personality traits as said uncle. And I constantly fight myself to maintain a strong grip on life, I slip up, but I make a constant effort to stay on the right path.
The big thing is I never go off on a different path in the first place. I'll wonder off the path when roadblocks show up, but stop myself from choosing a different path and instead find myself making the effort to go through the rough terrain to get back on the right path. It's the wandering around in the rough terrain that proves challenging times and where slip ups occur, but honestly, that's better for everyone. It's build a solid foundation that makes it possible to provide great counseling and assistance to others.
Would I rather never having slipped up? Most certainly. However, I do maintain the outlook that as long as I can recover properly from said slip ups, and learn from them, I can prevent the same type of slip up in the future for myself, and provide knowledgeable assistance for others finding themselves in similar shoes.