OK so a few weeks ago i had a TERRIBLE experience and ever since then i havent been the same, especially with my sleep. I no longer can sleep with a pillow because I move around too much and my neck gets stuck and I have neck pains for days and I always wake up with all my blankets and usually my matress hanging off my bed, so I know I move around. Thats not the weird part though, its the dreams. So basically I took a nap today from 6 to 8 and had the most insane vivid dream of my life, ill try to remember everything I can. It started off in a hospital, but it had the feeling of when I went to the hospital for my shoulder injury, though it was a different hospital. Everything was so dark and to get to where I was going I had to go through a basement and there were dead people all over the place down there, after running and screaming I went into the ventilation shaft and crawled to a reception area, the feeling I got while standing there was that of my middle school that I left when I was half way through 8th grade (i didnt want to leave so this was a sad feeling) then I wen to lay on this cot and the TV turned on as soon as it did I fell asleep IN MY DREAM and as soon as that happened I regained consciousness in the real world slightly and I then I felt like I have never felt before, it was the strongest body/mind/spirit/EVERYTHIGN high ever, it was like if a DMT trip was concentrated then turned into a marijuana high. It was so powerful I couldnt even move, It scared me so much that I went back into my dream because it felt so good but scary. In my dream, which was in my actual dream, I was in my grandfathers office at his home, me and all my friends were there and so was my uncle (randomly) and even in the dream that was happening in a dream I still felt the insane high, I couldnt even function in my dream, everything was like......well, being high, I couldnt talk or even see, everything was blurry and then my aunt walked in and asked if I was OK, I had no idea why I felt the way I did so I pretended I had doubled up on my alergy medicine and had taken some nyquill to help with my cold/alergies, my grandmother then looked at me and said "No, youre asleep" so I woke up from THAT dream, but I was still in the hospital dream and the high was even stronger then, the nurse walks in and shuts off the TV and I wake up (in real life) drenched ins o much sweat I thought I had pissed myself, shaking. It was awful and amazing but I dont know exactly what it means. Im hoping someone here can help me because im scared to go back to sleep.
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