I feel your loss. It's really painfull to think about the loss of a loved one.
My Dad at 82 passed away June 21st of heart failure due to respiratory failure (smoked for 60 years). Every time I remember him and look at pictures, it brings tears to my eyes. I can't put into words how I feel. His death was not expected this soon, despite him being in the hospital/rehab since March. At my last visit to the nursing home, I was given the assurance that his breathing was fine before I had to leave. Gave him a kiss on his cheek and told him "see you tomorrow." He died 4 hours after.
