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zippy

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AHHHH!

I can't even describe how I feel right now. I feel like dying...I see nothing happy in the future- the one thing I look forward to every day is practically pointless.

I hate this...I've never felt so alone, so hurt.

I can't even talk to my parents about it either.

I hate this...

When I've calmed down (probably not for a few weeks-I've never been so hurt I don't even know if I can talk about it) I'll explain what happened.
 
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DannyLove

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sorry to hear that zippy. maybe this will cheer you up:

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cheer up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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zippy

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Fsck guys...this blows. I can't believe it- I'm still in shock.

Honestly, it wasn't a no and she doesn't want anything to change between us...really, if I was a stereotypical male- that would be perfect because it gives me free reign of other girls (which I would never do- I'm a one woman man) and also the ability to make a move on her (I don't make moves unless I'm going out with a girl...but these are special circumstances). But, I'm not a stereotypical male...although, I won't feel bad making a move now. :)

Damn, this still sucks...I wasted months of nights and days feeling like crap because I couldn't ask her. See, I have a fear of rejection so that makes this stuff hard. I have trouble telling people my emotions (positive...negative emotions- well, watch out). Well, I now have another few weeks of feeling bad to look forward to. I felt bad for two reasons by the way, firstly, I was worried I was leading her on- which I didn't want to do. Secondly, I thought I would lose her because it was too late. Well, it turns out she was leading me on...she didn't want to tell me that she can't really go out with anyone exclusively because she thought maybe I would never ask.

I'm talking to a bunch of local friends...I have a lot more to say but I can't right now...
 
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Hecubus2000

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Why are you even wasting your time stressing about that girl? She's not even stressing about you. If I were you I'd already be out there pimpin.
 
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zippy

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Bobby, zip it...you've obviously never truly loved someone. When they let you down...it hurts like no other.

hec, fsck you- i know she isn't and that hurts too.

Mods please lock this thread.
 
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pdo

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Hey if this makes you feel better Zippy I just ask some girl out to lunch about an hour ago and she shoot me down.:( Here's my advice to you don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Now I hope you feel better by venting your anger here while I go home and put my head in the toilet. Danm it's embarrassing when you get shoot down but oh well life goes on...:p
 
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zippy

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Never again am I posting something personal and private here.

btw, sorry to hear about that paldo. :(
 
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Soybomb

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NoreCNN: no reason to be an ass here. Many of us here consider each other to be friends and don't mind sharing some of our personal details. If you don't then great for you but fsck off in the other threads.

zippy: ygpm in a minute
 
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zippy

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"Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names. "
- John F. Kennedy (1917-1963)

Some of you made my list of people whose names to never forget. :) Congrats, it's a very special list!

Talk about insensitive pricks (some people...others, thanks for the support :))...by the way, where is the f'ing mod?! :Q
 
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zippy

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Hecubus2000, screw you. You'll never get married with that "pimpin" attitude and not caring about other people.

You are right though, i shouldn't have been and shouldn't be stressing about her so much- I know that- but there isn't anything I can do about it.
 
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SirFshAlot

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zippy,

you haven't really lost anything by posting your stuff on here

the crap the people post here pales in comparison to whatever pain you are going through

personal relations in the real world are more important than any piece of hardware, or any bit of information passed on an internet board


All I can say about your problem is; TIME HEALS

spend time with friends, and get your frustrations out

 
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