I asked my Phone AI what the average price of gasoline is in California and was told it's $3.33 a gallon. When you tell people they hate themselves you don't have any friends.
Speaking of self hate, a topic I mention only on those rare occasions when it applies, and with rarity measured in picoseconds,
@dmcowen674, I think
@Vic is probably on the money when he suggested you need attention to feed victimhood. Instead of doing that, which will never fill that kind of void, you might seek psychological counciling to see if you can discover why you feel like a victim. We have all been made to feel worthless and that leaves scars that we have been cheated, but it could not have been any other way. You can never fill the void that leaves or ever get even. What you can do is discover how you feel and by doing so remember when you felt that way long ago. If you can remember that you will see that what you were made to feel was a lie. To remember how you were victimized completely changes how you see the world. You will know with certainty the problem isn't out there but that you were made to belive you deserved to be a victim. You did not. Listen if you can because very few can tell you these things.