Life can come at you in unexpected ways. Today I lost my father, we worked together, I confided in him, he gave me direction in life. And now he is gone. Gone forever. And I am still in denial somewhat I think. I mean I was with him LAST NIGHT. Today he didn't show up to work, he didnt anwswer his phone or cell, I cut out of work to check on him... .. . and .. horrible was the situation upon my eyes fell.
He we face down, hands cold and purple, nose looked broken. I flipped him over to do cpr, .. . to a tensed up lifeless shell of a man. A man that was(still is)my hero, and why he had to go. I dont understand. I just had a NEW baby, he so very much loved. We had plans for the future, the recent days have been so grand.
SO HERE are some and most recent photos from him in the hospital seeing the baby. He was so happy. Our relationship had developed so good, and why I couldnt have been there to try and help/stop this from happening.. ..
anyhoo, please look at these pictures of my father at his happiest
a happy new grandad
me, dad and new baby Zach
R.I.P. Dad, I forgot to tell you how I love you very much.
10-9-1948 to 12-13-2007
you will be remembered forever, but why you left so quickly I will never understand.
btw, its photobucket, bbzzdd was not letting me load them.
[edit/update] I thank all of you for the support. I really hope you all realize how important it is to spend some time with those that are close to you. I look back and wish I would have spent more time watching football with him, or sitting down with him to watch a dvd. I will forever miss the meals we shared quite often at the local Longhorn steakhouse. The reception today was the best I could of expected given the situation, he had alot of very good friends, many of whom came along way to be at the service and pay their respects. Today is the first day I have been able or even wanted to eat anything, I also realize I do have other family members to seek advice with in, so thing are getting better. My love out to all of you my AT friends and peace for you all through the holiday season.
p.s. ,btw going through all the old photos for memories brought me to one with my Commadore64 sitting beside me.
He we face down, hands cold and purple, nose looked broken. I flipped him over to do cpr, .. . to a tensed up lifeless shell of a man. A man that was(still is)my hero, and why he had to go. I dont understand. I just had a NEW baby, he so very much loved. We had plans for the future, the recent days have been so grand.
SO HERE are some and most recent photos from him in the hospital seeing the baby. He was so happy. Our relationship had developed so good, and why I couldnt have been there to try and help/stop this from happening.. ..
anyhoo, please look at these pictures of my father at his happiest
a happy new grandad
me, dad and new baby Zach
R.I.P. Dad, I forgot to tell you how I love you very much.
10-9-1948 to 12-13-2007
you will be remembered forever, but why you left so quickly I will never understand.
btw, its photobucket, bbzzdd was not letting me load them.
[edit/update] I thank all of you for the support. I really hope you all realize how important it is to spend some time with those that are close to you. I look back and wish I would have spent more time watching football with him, or sitting down with him to watch a dvd. I will forever miss the meals we shared quite often at the local Longhorn steakhouse. The reception today was the best I could of expected given the situation, he had alot of very good friends, many of whom came along way to be at the service and pay their respects. Today is the first day I have been able or even wanted to eat anything, I also realize I do have other family members to seek advice with in, so thing are getting better. My love out to all of you my AT friends and peace for you all through the holiday season.
p.s. ,btw going through all the old photos for memories brought me to one with my Commadore64 sitting beside me.
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