Originally posted by: Nocturnal
Does anyone else besides me feel like they have the crappiest luck in the world? My company that I work for currently just cut my pay from $10.00 an hour to $6.00 (less than minimum wage).
I know this guy, a friend of mine, always has money, does drugs, has fun, has a nice car (faster than mine), always gets his Nextel plan changed when he feels like it (hopping onto a brand new promotion that only brand new customers are supposed to get), two jobs, he also just got offered another job from a wireless company that he currently visits.
I don?t understand. I have the most farked up luck in the world. I don?t have any money, I have a job that is gonna start paying me $6.00 an hour full time, I?m currently in school but it feels like it?s going by so slow that I?ll never actually obtain a degree. I have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, anxiety, have to take anti-depressants, all kinda messed up stuff.
I just don?t understand. Sometimes I just wanna buy a gun and put a bullet through my head. I?ve thought about this like probably every week at least. I?m not saying I?m going to but I said I?ve thought about it many times already.
WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS HAVE BETTER LUCK? I DON?T UNDERSTAND!
He may have it better now, but down the road a few years you will switch positions. He will be so fuct up from the years of drug abuse and he won't have a job or money. Now you, who is in school, will eventually get a good job which suits you and will in the end, be much more successful than your friend ever was.
If you don't like your wage now, why don't you get a new job? What are you going to college for? Maybe try to score an internship which will benefit you with future employment...
