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Being out of touch is quite funny on your part. I got an introverted exterior with and a tactless, extraverted, borderline irreverent asshole interior that belongs in the body of a male twice my size.Heightened heart rate is not a medical symptom in most cases. I even hazard a guess that your heightened heart rate is psychosomatic based on your issues with foods.
You create anxiety and increased heart rate by eating things you *think* are affecting your health. No different than a bulimic or anorexic.
Anxiety only occurs when I don’t know what is going on or it’s something I am not practiced in, or an enemy is dangerous. Bulimics and anorexics are weak-minded, insecure losers who slaves to biology.
I enjoy soy. Back in the carefree days, Yeo’s usweetened soy milk was awesome stuff for the very rare times mom bought a bunch of cans in bulk. But those times were really rare because she sticks hard to budgeting.
The one time my heart rate really didn’t want to come down after a day was after a run in March. The other times were trying to drink green tea. Prior to COVID, Caffeine via soda did not do much afterwards except a little withdrawal in terms of just being tired.
My most recent batch of stress involved a break in with some mid-20s Jewish college boy likely working for the town cops. So I haven’t had the time to even track my food much. I just make sure to get my fatty fish in these days. Otherwise, I’ve been downing oranges and the aforementioned whole grain bread along with a lot of mozzarella, drinking milk, which is anything but the norm. I drank Red Bull for the first time in 16 years to try to maintain a 24 hour watch...didn’t work. The can is probably still 3/4 full.
The months prior have been occupied by figuring out how to write complaints of misconduct on the various parts of medical services(the providers being shits, transportation company being garbage, and the insurance company being garbage), and I didn’t even feel anything despite a shitty sleep schedule.
The other concern is getting a reinfection of COVID...the virus doesn’t give me overt symptoms while active except the extreme desire to sleep and extra tender nasal passages upon swabbing. I am slightly concerned one nose did swan tender but unlike last time, I’m vitamin loaded.
				
		
			