What I am saying, kami, is that your question arises, in my opinion, out of the unexamined assumption that your life should or must have meaning, well, to be meaningful. I'm saying that not only is life meaningless, but that the need for meaning is not necessary (is meaningless) and that therin lies the door to freedom. The quest for meaning is a blind alley, an intellectual search for fulfillment, contentment, peace etc. that arises in the minds of some seekers out of an inner disatisfaction. unease or sense of incompleteness. What makes life meaningless is the inability to feel. Why do we not feel? Because we have repressed memory of pain that we don't want to reexperience. The antidote for meaninglessness isn't meaning, it's the joy of BEING (that can follow the release of pain).