All I'm really saying is that we all lead pretty different private lives than we show in public... I don't know, I talk about different things with different people and I act completely different as well. For example I have a group of friends that I only really talk to on weekends, we're good friends but we really only hang out for a long period of time with each other wehn we're drinking. Then I have people like my gf who know ALOT about me... but not even close to everything, I even act a little differently towards her. Is that bad, I just don't think I really know the REAL me. Which is weird because obviously anything I do is the REAL me... I think I'm just too drunk, and mumbling like a moron.