I'm afraid of externalizing my own hell.

[Zanix]

I have this insane notion that whatever I focus on will become my reality. Whatever I dwell on will happen. Self-fulfilling prophecys. Only that what I'm dwelling on and thinking about is not good. And not like, "woe is me, nobody likes me" kind of self-fulfilling prophecy, I mean, total hell on earth. Suffering and fear and agony and decay. If the breath of life is sparkling and dandy and a miracle, then I'm focusing on the breath of death comming across in a storm.

 

[Xyo II]

Boy, I just had a craving for a grilled cheese.

 

[Jon855]

Go to a corner and die already please.

 

[MX2]

I had tacos for dinner

 

[Zanix]

Originally posted by: Jon855
Go to a corner and die already please.

Why did you post this?

 

[brxndxn]

Originally posted by: Zanix
I have this insane notion that whatever I focus on will become my reality. Whatever I dwell on will happen. Self-fulfilling prophecys. Only that what I'm dwelling on and thinking about is not good. And not like, "woe is me, nobody likes me" kind of self-fulfilling prophecy, I mean, total hell on earth. Suffering and fear and agony and decay. If the breath of life is sparkling and dandy and a miracle, then I'm focusing on the breath of death comming across in a storm.

lol.. can you think about Iran then?

 

[PHiuR]

what kind of drugs are you on besides Zanix?

 

[kogase]

You are simply experiencing over again the thousand deaths you lived through as a child. For more info, head over to P&N and speak to Krankenschwester Moonbeam.

 

[stormbv]

That's....weird.

p.s. consider this thread killed since I posted in it