Been smoking for 37 years now, started when I was 13.
I started smoking because it was "cool". Couldn't stand them, couldn't even inhale the smoke! But I persevered and kept forcing myself to tolerate them until I could smoke just like the rest of the "cool" guys.
Never a health problem at all, even when I got up to 3-4 packs a day, until 1- 1/2 years ago. Got the flu, turned into Pneumonia, now it seems I was in a lot worse shape than I ever imagined! I can barely WALK 40 yards without being out of breath, and the Drs. say I don't have long to live as it is due to the scarring in my lungs and the adverse effects that the shortage of oxygen (I have a less than 40% Oxygen absorption rate) is having on my heart and other internal organs, (including my brain,) but I could prolong the inevitable (some) by quitting.
I'm struggling to quit, I have tried ALL the patches, Gums, Pills, Lozenges,etc., have been trying for a year now, but it's my "Stress reliever" and stress is pretty much my job and my marriage.
Smoking isn't so cool now.