I guess I hear should when I read ought, hehe. I do believe it is a virtue and not a fantasy because I believe the origin of the feeling of ought is genetic and a part of a properly developed natural state, one that in a world of programming, is overwritten early for most people. My thinking is that it is the availability and exposure to real truth, hearing something different, instances where we experience or exposed to some instance of genuine being that form the keys or some impetus for awakening. Ought is perhaps one such example. I think what I worry about is that sometimes a cause, some deep moral purpose, can become a fanatical crusade, where the ends begin to justify the means, when the key for me lies in the awakening. I guess for me the world is already perfect and there is nothing to do or become. The only thing that matters is awakening to that fact. The answer is very simple and it is love. It is love that we fear and seek unconsciously to avoid. We don't feel worthy and that creates hate.