i miss feeling really calm and mellow, or watching stupid video clips and laughing my ass off until i almost piss myself after smoking a stinky bowl.
i miss exploring the backyard or the beach on acid, marvelling at how awesome the grass or the sand felt between my toes, and staying up all night long to watch the sunrise.
i even sorta miss being in an old warehouse with the music way too loud getting a neck massage from a complete stranger, then sharing our whole life stories and professing our true love for one another while flying on x.
i could do all of these things without drugs, and i do, except the last one. they're just not quite as fun as they were.
i don't miss the bad parts, like worrying about cops, waking up and feeling like ******, etc.
if given the chance to do these things again, i probably wouldn't. i'm too old for that stuff now. i was just remembering publically what i used to do at 2:30 in the morning eight or nine years ago.
i miss exploring the backyard or the beach on acid, marvelling at how awesome the grass or the sand felt between my toes, and staying up all night long to watch the sunrise.
i even sorta miss being in an old warehouse with the music way too loud getting a neck massage from a complete stranger, then sharing our whole life stories and professing our true love for one another while flying on x.
i could do all of these things without drugs, and i do, except the last one. they're just not quite as fun as they were.
i don't miss the bad parts, like worrying about cops, waking up and feeling like ******, etc.
if given the chance to do these things again, i probably wouldn't. i'm too old for that stuff now. i was just remembering publically what i used to do at 2:30 in the morning eight or nine years ago.