Anarchist420
Diamond Member
They drugged me in '09 and then took power of atty so they can have more power on giving my medical info.
In '12 I was dumb enough to increase my luvox on my own and it winded me up in VA Beach Psychiatric.
Since then non-stop abilify and demands (clean your closet this way, don't do this, don't do that, sell this, sell that, we don't have room for that, etc, etc.) from my mom for a move to a condo that is the worst in the world. My mom acts like an idiot because she can't understand anything abstract and she shouts down everyone. She doesn't care about anyone until they're dead and even then she has little empathy; she is like Adolf Eichmann. She can't handle any ingenuity or any spontaneous order. She won't let go of the psychiatric meds or "the experts" who aid her and give her comfort when they're really just committing treason against civilization.
My dad can't decide whether he wants liberty or order for others and so he winds up pissing everyone off (he is an INFJ and his repressed function is NOT cute); he has extreme depth perception issues and he doesn't care about color. He can't inductively reason; he doesn't like futurism or tech. He doesn't know how to use it. He locks it all up when he believes someone has misused it. He and my mom have disallowed sharing for too long.
I guess I am an ENTP so I try to rely on my brain no matter how corrupt the meds make the logic which means I can't create or profit. But my parents and I have taken a toll on society; we have wasted too much of everyone else's resources and I guess I deserve the death penalty with them for going along with it. I wanted to think I had a beautiful mind and a good heart, but I guess it will never be put to good use on God's earth.
Over the past 18 years, I didn't have much of a chance to even enjoy games to the fullest because of the reduction in problem solving ability and the closed angle glaucoma from haldol (on from 94-96), risperdal (96-06), and abilify since '06.
starting when my older brother first got a Sega genesis 23 years ago, I couldn't enjoy the vid games that much nor contribute to production other than purchasing because my parents were worried about cash even though my dad's income was in the top 2% of all income earners for a long time. So they attached strings to everything they bought for me and used them against everyone. My mom is a tyrant. My dad is a tyrant and he has abused his medical degree. He'll continue to abuse it as long as he lives. He never was a good doctor. once my brain gets to a healthy norm from discontinuation of meds and from neurofeedback i should be happy; or it may be a pipe dream if I am to be overshadowed by my idiot parents forever.
I mean, I'd like to just spend my parents into bankruptcy by leaving 200% tips every time they give me a card for food if they don't accept that psychiatry can't help anyone.
Thanks and I am sorry if this wasn't supposed to be on off topic.
In '12 I was dumb enough to increase my luvox on my own and it winded me up in VA Beach Psychiatric.
Since then non-stop abilify and demands (clean your closet this way, don't do this, don't do that, sell this, sell that, we don't have room for that, etc, etc.) from my mom for a move to a condo that is the worst in the world. My mom acts like an idiot because she can't understand anything abstract and she shouts down everyone. She doesn't care about anyone until they're dead and even then she has little empathy; she is like Adolf Eichmann. She can't handle any ingenuity or any spontaneous order. She won't let go of the psychiatric meds or "the experts" who aid her and give her comfort when they're really just committing treason against civilization.
My dad can't decide whether he wants liberty or order for others and so he winds up pissing everyone off (he is an INFJ and his repressed function is NOT cute); he has extreme depth perception issues and he doesn't care about color. He can't inductively reason; he doesn't like futurism or tech. He doesn't know how to use it. He locks it all up when he believes someone has misused it. He and my mom have disallowed sharing for too long.
I guess I am an ENTP so I try to rely on my brain no matter how corrupt the meds make the logic which means I can't create or profit. But my parents and I have taken a toll on society; we have wasted too much of everyone else's resources and I guess I deserve the death penalty with them for going along with it. I wanted to think I had a beautiful mind and a good heart, but I guess it will never be put to good use on God's earth.
Over the past 18 years, I didn't have much of a chance to even enjoy games to the fullest because of the reduction in problem solving ability and the closed angle glaucoma from haldol (on from 94-96), risperdal (96-06), and abilify since '06.
starting when my older brother first got a Sega genesis 23 years ago, I couldn't enjoy the vid games that much nor contribute to production other than purchasing because my parents were worried about cash even though my dad's income was in the top 2% of all income earners for a long time. So they attached strings to everything they bought for me and used them against everyone. My mom is a tyrant. My dad is a tyrant and he has abused his medical degree. He'll continue to abuse it as long as he lives. He never was a good doctor. once my brain gets to a healthy norm from discontinuation of meds and from neurofeedback i should be happy; or it may be a pipe dream if I am to be overshadowed by my idiot parents forever.
I mean, I'd like to just spend my parents into bankruptcy by leaving 200% tips every time they give me a card for food if they don't accept that psychiatry can't help anyone.
Thanks and I am sorry if this wasn't supposed to be on off topic.
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