Originally posted by: Booster
I don't have any friends.
Neither do I. I wonder if it has anything to do with the amount of time I read these forums. You know, having no friends is a deeper problem than anyone might think. For example, I never had any real friends while other people of my age did. The closest I had to a friend was when I was 11, after then nothing. I think it has more to do with me than with them. But I don't think things can be any different.
BTW, by nothing I mean really nothing. Nobody ever calls me. I don't go out b/c I have noone to go out with. It's not like you have a social life but no real friends, only acquaintances. I don't have even the latter, it's just getting way ou of hand. I feel like living in a vacuum. Today I woke up and was struck by a thought what a weak in mind, ugly and stupid person I am. I really need to do something about it to improve the things but I can't. Nothing seems to be possible.