This question might seem queer. But it has been bugging me for quite some time. I mean, when you think clever, you think of whom? Einstein, etc. Those people had mastered 'the science of all sciences' - mathematics.
I had been a good friend of the major science up until about the fifth grade. After basic arithmetics, things went downhill for me. Physics and Chemistry that are also largerly based on math have remained a complete mystery to me so far.
I can't tell how much this deficiency has crippled my career, ways of thinking etc. For example, I started to work in accounting, but being unable to wield numbers had to retreat to other means of earning a living.
The thing is, I can't persuade myself that numbers are important and mean something. To my inner self they are nothing, really.
But when I see a complex formula I feel awkward. During these moments I think of taking a math course. What if my deficiency is nothing but a bad initial math teacher at school?
How do you think, what should I do about this?
I had been a good friend of the major science up until about the fifth grade. After basic arithmetics, things went downhill for me. Physics and Chemistry that are also largerly based on math have remained a complete mystery to me so far.
I can't tell how much this deficiency has crippled my career, ways of thinking etc. For example, I started to work in accounting, but being unable to wield numbers had to retreat to other means of earning a living.
The thing is, I can't persuade myself that numbers are important and mean something. To my inner self they are nothing, really.
But when I see a complex formula I feel awkward. During these moments I think of taking a math course. What if my deficiency is nothing but a bad initial math teacher at school?
How do you think, what should I do about this?