- Oct 23, 2001
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So I finished my spring quarter, I've been reflecting on what I've done for the year.
I tried real hard to be the best I can be this year, however I am still not satisifed.
Grades are doing good, have part-time job, keeping myself it shape, but my social life suck complete ass.
I kinda know what my problem is, my friends always say I am too stingy. I guess that's the reason I can't go out and have fun like other college students. I just can't see myself go spurt out $$$ to clubbing or what not. I am probably too pussy and cheap to ask a girl out.
What really get me thinking is the couple of people I am tutoring. I am really envious at their life. Those two are from Mens crew, they have workout practice 5 hours a day, six days a week, the first practice starts at 5:30am. One of them have a girlfriend. Not to mention, those guys are in top shape and good looking. They are in dean's list, and still can find time to come for tutoring.
For me, this year is hella tough to push myself to do good in class and act like I know my sh!t. The casual people around me think I am great, but my few close friends know how sh!tty my life have been. It's become harder to harder to maintain this facade. However, I really am not satisfied as being a mediocre person.
So if anyone can chime in some advices on your strong suit so others can learn from it?
I tried real hard to be the best I can be this year, however I am still not satisifed.
Grades are doing good, have part-time job, keeping myself it shape, but my social life suck complete ass.
I kinda know what my problem is, my friends always say I am too stingy. I guess that's the reason I can't go out and have fun like other college students. I just can't see myself go spurt out $$$ to clubbing or what not. I am probably too pussy and cheap to ask a girl out.
What really get me thinking is the couple of people I am tutoring. I am really envious at their life. Those two are from Mens crew, they have workout practice 5 hours a day, six days a week, the first practice starts at 5:30am. One of them have a girlfriend. Not to mention, those guys are in top shape and good looking. They are in dean's list, and still can find time to come for tutoring.
For me, this year is hella tough to push myself to do good in class and act like I know my sh!t. The casual people around me think I am great, but my few close friends know how sh!tty my life have been. It's become harder to harder to maintain this facade. However, I really am not satisfied as being a mediocre person.
So if anyone can chime in some advices on your strong suit so others can learn from it?
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