Life evolved to survive in various ecological niches, humans probably in a forested landscape that became increasingly arid, back pain commonly the result of incomplete adaption to bipedal ambulation, a problem most manifest beyond reproductive age nobody reached for millions of years. Anyway, the point is that we evolved to fit the natural world with all of that genetic usefulness and function thrown out the window in concrete jungles. I remember in high school meeting a side of myself in a field trip to UC Medical research lab in San Francisco. I wandered away from the tour, already maladapted to group think, to explore on my own, the various corridors of the lab and opened an entered a door into a room full of hundreds of caged monkeys every one of which leaped ar their age doors shaking them and screaming at the top of their lungs. The had the desired effect. I knew in an instant the meaning of being insane with rage, the terror and misery of being an empowered wild animal adapted for a life of being reduced to living in a cage.
I posted above out of that same rage. A thousand monkeys kicked me in the head and woke the animal within. Fuck your cities and the mental cages you live in.
The way you catch monkeys is to put hard fruit in a milk bottle and tie it down. A monkey will reach in, grab the fruit and won’t let go to pull its hand out. Know who you are.