Originally posted by: Nemesis 1
Here's a little of my reality. Its as real as it gets for me . Understand this is a HUGH issue I have with myself. It changed how I lived toa degree.
One halloween After I was In deep shit with law . Already on probation. I was 19 I believe.
We did some tricken . Well it ended up being a big thing after people relized it could mean 5 years of my life. The Law came on heavey . I knew I was doomed. Because under oath I would self convict. But something strange happened . THE LAW screwed up.
When we went to pretrail, to plead . They read the charges. I was ready to plead guilty than it happened they read the charges . The times were all wrong . There were 2 seperate incidents that night . I was not at the second one, I had lots of reliable witnesses. When I heard the times I about pissed my pants. I knew I had an out . So I plead innocent . But the other guys involved like me were going to plead guilty also. Hearing me plead innocent they plead innocent . Which put me in hugh bind . As they were at second incident. They had NO witness. I couldn't tell them or I would go away. So I just kept to self built my own casewith witness. I won . Everone else lost. Judge was really pissed . None understood what happened but me. We were all asked under oath about a specific time . That was 2 hours off. Now all new it wasabout the first incident including self. I swore on BIBLE to tell whole trueth and nothing but trueth. I did that as did ever one else . I answered every question honestly. AS to Time period.
I know I didn't tell whole trueth and nothing but trueth because law gave me an out . By not asking correct question.
I been to court since but as a witness . I refused to take oath on bible. Got fined . But I didn't swear either! few days easy time
If I was judging myself here . It would go badly for self. I didn't lie , But I didn't tell whole trueth and nothing but trueth because I wasn't asked right questions.
But I knew. I have had to live with that. Its not as easy as one thinks if you believe in more than flesh . Its good for me GOD judges and not self. For he knows my heart and mind better than I will ever , Unless enlightened .Fat chance that happening, Thats just a glimse of what lies in my mind. Reality is what we make it . Its not pre definned.
