alright, so I think I might be getting fired this week...
a few months ago, the powers that be instituted a policy that no one is to mess with unix servers (on the software side) except for unix tech support. the other night, I kinda forgot that the policy was changed. I went in, restarted a few services on a unix server, and ended up totally fvcking it over (don't know how, exactly, since the unix shell told me that the commands I entered couldn't be found, but the client wrote an e-mail demanding a pound of flesh, and the CTO is on a rampage about it).
I've known people who've done much worse and walked away from it with only a write-up and a black mark in their file (ex: reformatting a server when the client only wanted a soft reinstall), but I seem to be in a position where firing me would not only satisfy the client and the CTO, but firing me would also make a great example to ensure that no one ever violates the policy again.
so my concern is this... if I get fired (and I can live with that), how do you play it down when you're interviewing with new potential employers? I don't want to come right out and say that I fvcked up, because there goes any chance I have of getting a job, but I also don't want to sit there and blame it on everything in the world but myself (for starters, it would make me look weak and like someone who avoids responsibility, and also, it really was 100% my fault).
a few months ago, the powers that be instituted a policy that no one is to mess with unix servers (on the software side) except for unix tech support. the other night, I kinda forgot that the policy was changed. I went in, restarted a few services on a unix server, and ended up totally fvcking it over (don't know how, exactly, since the unix shell told me that the commands I entered couldn't be found, but the client wrote an e-mail demanding a pound of flesh, and the CTO is on a rampage about it).
I've known people who've done much worse and walked away from it with only a write-up and a black mark in their file (ex: reformatting a server when the client only wanted a soft reinstall), but I seem to be in a position where firing me would not only satisfy the client and the CTO, but firing me would also make a great example to ensure that no one ever violates the policy again.
so my concern is this... if I get fired (and I can live with that), how do you play it down when you're interviewing with new potential employers? I don't want to come right out and say that I fvcked up, because there goes any chance I have of getting a job, but I also don't want to sit there and blame it on everything in the world but myself (for starters, it would make me look weak and like someone who avoids responsibility, and also, it really was 100% my fault).