I mean... tell them things that you have never told anyone else? And it comes out so easily? I guess confession really is good for the soul. I just gave my whole life story(drug abuse+self confidence issue+personal problems+my father' death+insecurities) to some fvcking GUY I don't even know! I mean... I know him in passing from another forum. We got into a talk about religion and he asked me to jump on AIM. Used to live in Alabama... Pediatrician... kids... wife... the whole jazz. Dunno... it was like talking to Doctor Phil. Everything came out. Made me realize a lot of sh!t about myself. My defense mechanism, the perception of my self(bad I and I seek reassurance from others), my lack of willpower and drive to accomplish my life goals, etc. I mean I told the dude every FVKCING thing. I told the dude about sexual dysfunction when I was taking SSRIs. I told him about my GFs, my fears, EVERYTHING. The thing is? I don't know why? Just a confession I guess.
He missed his calling as a priest. Ironically he told me to go see a priest. I am not fvcked up or anything, but just needed to get some things off of my chest. I have too many walls put up around my friends to give them everything. 50+ fvcking pages in Word. I should sell it... how not to grow up. Mistakes NOT to make. How to hate yourself.
It would be a best seller. Holy Fvcking sh!t. I am crazy person for sure. Wow.
I feel better... I have a direction and life now.
He missed his calling as a priest. Ironically he told me to go see a priest. I am not fvcked up or anything, but just needed to get some things off of my chest. I have too many walls put up around my friends to give them everything. 50+ fvcking pages in Word. I should sell it... how not to grow up. Mistakes NOT to make. How to hate yourself.
It would be a best seller. Holy Fvcking sh!t. I am crazy person for sure. Wow.
I feel better... I have a direction and life now.