- Apr 11, 2001
 
- 6,224
 
- 686
 
- 136
 
Five years I was with her. There were some problems, and a lot of them were on my end. She left me close to two weeks ago. I never even knew how much I loved her, until she was gone. She came here in the middle of the night on Tuesday in her PJs to "return a pair of sweats". I pointed out that no one returns sweats in the middle of the night, let alone in her PJs. She then told me that she wanted to know how I was doing. 
Thursday she called me, and I tried to talk about anything but us. She brought it up by telling me that "this didn't feel right". I talked to her more on it, and told her my faults in it all. She told me that what she wants right now is to be seperated from me. I have no idea what will happen next. I want to give her what she wants, though it is not what everything inside me is screaming to do.
			
			Thursday she called me, and I tried to talk about anything but us. She brought it up by telling me that "this didn't feel right". I talked to her more on it, and told her my faults in it all. She told me that what she wants right now is to be seperated from me. I have no idea what will happen next. I want to give her what she wants, though it is not what everything inside me is screaming to do.
				
		
			