Does anyone else do this? Or am I just messed up?

[Atlantean]

Every morning I wake up wanting to die, and I spend most of every day thinking about killing myself. Mostly about ways to do it, and planning it out, does anyone else do this?

 

[Mrfrog840]

the thought always enters my mind and i dismiss it but sometimes it stays in there all day
dont commit suicide

 

[Zim Hosein]

Atlantean you need help, serious medical help if this is the way you feel on a dialy basis

 

[Atlantean]

I have gone to get help. I have pills that I have to take every day. I have only been taking them for a week. Only reason I went is cause a friend made me.

 

[MrCodeDude]

Nope.. You're messed up. Never thought of killing myself, inflicting small pain (like smacking my head when I have a headache ), yeah, but killing, nah.
-- mrcodedude

 

[Zim Hosein]

<< I have gone to get help. I have pills that I have to take every day. >>



Then you're most likely on the wrong medication. Speak w/ your doctor/therapist and explain to him/her that the pills just don't cut it. Remember if you lie to your doctor/therapist you're only hurting yourself and wasting his/her time and more importantly yours. Be honest and best of luck to you.

 

[superfluousmonkeys]

 

[LongCoolMother]

<< try ex, no seriously, I don't habitually do drugs, but I had a very suicidal friend to some ex and now they have a super bright outlook, like a diff person. Will it last? I don't know. Will it have the effect on everyone? I don't know. Could it cause cause negative mental outlook? who knows.

just though I'd share a story. >>



dont take ex, go get some med. from ur doc, they'll be more effective...

 

[chiwawa626]

<< Nope.. You're messed up. Never thought of killing myself, inflicting small pain (like smacking my head when I have a headache ), yeah, but killing, nah.
-- mrcodedude >>



seems like you and i almost agree on everything.

 

[IGBT]

Mabe you need a new matress?? You may not be sleeping well..could be that simple..

 

[Zim Hosein]

<< try ex, no seriously, I don't habitually do drugs, but I had a very suicidal friend to some ex and now they have a super bright outlook, like a diff person. Will it last? I don't know. Will it have the effect on everyone? I don't know. Could it cause cause negative mental outlook? who knows.

just though I'd share a story. >>

Atlantean, don't "self-medicate" yourself w/ illegal drugs or alcohol, you're only asking for more issues to deal with.

 

[Ns1]

<< Every morning I wake up wanting to die, and I spend most of every day thinking about killing myself. Mostly about ways to do it, and planning it out, does anyone else do this? >>



yeah i used to do that, every single freakin day. razor's and knives were easy, but i'm not one for pain, so that was a big no no. the thought of killing myself with guns sounded very spiffy. usually i drove off like freeway bridges and stuff, trust me, you're not alone


but, i'm gonna have to throw in another vote for x, worked for me ^_^


btw: that's only if you're depressed just normally, if it's a chemical imbalance of somesort, then yeah, you're on the wrong medication ^_^

 

[CSoup]

<< Every morning I wake up wanting to die, and I spend most of every day thinking about killing myself. Mostly about ways to do it, and planning it out, does anyone else do this? >>



This is more common then most people think. Most people just hide it until it is too late. It is good that you are getting help. It is good that you have friends to talk to.

 

[Kadarin]

<< Every morning I wake up wanting to die, and I spend most of every day thinking about killing myself. Mostly about ways to do it, and planning it out, does anyone else do this? >>



Is there some particular reason why you do this? If so, you may have more luck looking at that rather than hoping some magic pill will solve your issue.

 

[Anghang]

never thought about that stuff...never wanna die...
but i do ponder sometimes about how many ppl would show to my funeral or how they'd react to the news of my death or being injured...

but suicide is a big NO NO for me...

its good your already seeing a doctor...too bad the use of prescribed ex (MDMA) for medicinal purposes is no longer an option...