^^^ This. All of this. Exactly this.It feels like poison running out of your body. feels so good.
^^^ This. All of this. Exactly this.It feels like poison running out of your body. feels so good.
Hardly anyone here anymore so why limit the number of threads one can have?I thought the mods had limited how many threads the OP could start/have running concurrently ...
Two blocks, no my friend, we're talking sweating balls at 50 feet. We had a guy move here last month from Palmdale CA. He thought it would be no big deal since he moved from the desert. It is the humidity along with the heat that is killing him.
I cry thinking of the time I've been wasting in this forum. Like is too short to neff. 😉
life is NOT too short NOT to neflife is too short NOT to nef
I don't know where you live, but you could move to Texas. We have REALLY long days. On the 21st of June, dawn was 5:51 am (birds are going nuts singing well before then) with full Sun rise at 6:20 am. Dusk was 9:07 pm with Sunset at 8:38 pm. So just over 15 hours of light if you count dawn to dusk. Even on the shortest day of the year, December 21st, we have 11 hours of sunlight. Of course the heat may depress you.
Rarely, except a few months ago when I got depression. I was crying but didn't know why. Think it was S.A.D. Was messed up. Now that we have long days I'm back to normal but guess I will need to create artificial light in winter to prevent it. Need UVB for vitamin D production and blue/full spectrum for Serotonin production. Going to experiment with that in September when the days are short again. Also working less night shifts. When I'm on nights I tend to naturally stay in that cycle even on my days off, so by the time I wake up it's dark out, for most of the year. I think it just caught up with me and messed me up.
I'm enjoying the sun sets past 10pm for now, but that's very short lived.
Same here, but I'm not sure if it was SAD. I had a breakdown from job burnout and problems at home, but before that I had issues with anxiety and depression. My doctor put me on an SSRI (Citalopram) and I've been feeling a whole lot better. Little things that used to cause me a huge amount of stress are now manageable - it took a few weeks for it to really start working, but now I can sort of "tune out" those bad thoughts and stresses and just deal with them. I'm still dealing with depression, but I am starting to feel like my old self again.
It is only hot 6 months out of the year. The rest of the year is quite pleasant.No way I'd want to move to the states, let alone a place hot like Texas lol. Though the long days would be a nice plus I suppose... but that heat, omg. I think I will stick to the north, but I will just need to create some artificial lighting to compensate for the short days. One thing that's crossed my mind is blue LED strips across the bedroom ceiling and have them slowly turn on over the course of an hour before it's time to wake up. What really messes with your brain is having to get up in the dark, go to work, then get home from work in the dark. It's always dark. Only time you really see daylight here is in the summer months, or on days off in winter if you get up early enough.
Southern Ontario stays pretty warm and has longer days, but... it's southern Ontario. 😛 Too many people. Best to stay where family is anyway.
Aww man, I missed that part of your post. Sorry for your loss bud.
You guys compared me to this guy?
Only after sex. But thats normal right?