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Cheez moved out to wilderness, then got free housing, & going back to Wilderness

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Thanks for your kindness and compassion for me JEDIyoda. I appreciate it very much. 🙂

BudAshes said:
Curious, but what does the voice of God sound like? Is it pretty much Morgan Freeman?
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For me it's not voice but through vibration in my heart, my chest, like living waters flowing and vibrating. Jesus shares me his emotion and gives me guidance by this way. Sometimes he pounds my heart. Sometimes he pinches my chest or pierce it if I hurt him.. he fills my chest with his spirit and that's how I feel him and that's how I communicate with him.

mopardude87 said:
Cheez, this post is for you mostly.

Others, please try and be sensitive and supportive if you ever had a heart as a human being.

Gonna share something i feel extremely compelled to hopefully to build up your faith , we need you to find your way and help heal the world again brother. Preferably off the streets if possible. I share this cause my life has had some dramatic twists and turns just like yours, but i locked faith in what i do cause what Hekate delivers for children has happened for me.

I saw "protectors" at 13 alongside 7 other kids, My abusive foster parents abused me and 6 others and also got avenged 3 times so retribution was also handled. Most people follow deities on blind faith, i follow mine cause of my experiences. Was 18 and homeless when someone took a chance on me like i tried to do on you, he didn't have to but he has become like a father. This may have been one of her blessings, so i was looking to extend the olive brand.

This is me doing what you do sir in my own way, i hope you can respect the nature of it. I also hope you can return to your flock soon and do the same. Please find your way and return to your flock. It hurts to see you like this. I say the "Prayer" only from this, not in a coven. I think everyone is unique in their own way, and should do things as they see fit.
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Sorry that you had gone through abuse during your childhood. It must've been painful and sad. Bless the person who rescued you to provide you housing.
As for me posting my life and experiences with God here on anandtech forum is testimony.. it needs to be shared to the public outside of the church. God tells us to evangelize and share the goodness of God to the people. He wants us to expand all over the world.. Attacks are expected. And didn't Jesus get attacked going around teaching the gospel? It's not good just staying with the Christian flock / community as you are preventing yourself from producing more fruit for the kingdom of God... Evangelizing is critically important. It also helps me socially, by talking with you guys...

Here is morning song by birds... I get to enjoy listening to wide range of bird songs every morning, breathing in fresh air, and have fellowship with God. Here is the video -
 
cheez said:
Sorry that you had gone through abuse during your childhood. It must've been painful and sad. Bless the person who rescued you to provide you housing.

Here is morning song by birds... I get to enjoy listening to wide range of bird songs every morning, breathing in fresh air, and have fellowship with God. Here is the video -
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Your god is who i call Gaea, anytime essentially anyone has called out mother nature, that is mother of earth. She connects to everything that is living and is whole and pure about everything living in this world. She likes it when you enjoy the fruits as they were meant to be. That does include my indica too, why you think i enjoy it and herbalism so much? The vibes off them are amazing. Its church to me. That does include those birds. A friend of mine said most "faiths" follow the same story, just a different set of characters . He may be right, i connect to Gaea as equally as you do to your god. Greeks and Romans shared many ideas. I am sure there is a million and one other comparisons too. We just see things differently. Does not mean we don't got the same goals in life.

Oh please never take pity on me, i learned the hardest situations in life become the most powerful lessons. You may hate them now but eventually they become the thing that drives you towards a new path or passion. I only hope your sincere in your troubles which i feel you are. You push forward, block out the negative energy and look for the positive out of any bad situation. Its how you become more sympathetic towards others as well. I find that is very important right now, i wish more had it. This is me essentially with most people now, you kinda have to be. The world is now different. Pardon the language.

https://imgur.com/a/QC8HixE
 
Overly Stressed out following Jesus due to pain and suffering. Jesus told me to go ahead and put this video up LOL 😄
You see Jesus can be cool also. He can do a lot more to cheer you up. 🙂
 
The manager of the free temp housing found out that I packed a bunch of stuff and moved out of the apartment recently and contacted me. She was concerned. She says their housing policy is for a member to stay in the apartment as much as possible and need to sleep there at least 4- 5 days a week otherwise the person could get removed from the program (meaning get kicked out). I told her I can't do that I can't sleep there. So I told her everything I told you guys on this forum with honesty. I told her about neighbors door slamming, and God gave me a project to set up a tent in the wilderness to help others and my parents in the future when things go south for them. The manager of the housing has been very understanding and we came to agreement that I stay in the apartment for several hours a day (to charge my scooter, eat, take shower, do laundry, etc) 4 to 5 days a week and not have to sleep there.. She and her manager are working on getting me a permanent housing and we are in the process of deciding which way to go....Option 1 is to pay 30% of the money I get from the paycheck a month as rent. Option 2 is to classify me as a mental patient (disability) and receive assistance from the doctor and pay no rent, no money out of my pocket. They will be contacting me next Monday so we can determine which way to go... Guess what God told me?
 
cheez said:
The manager of the free temp housing found out that I packed a bunch of stuff and moved out of the apartment recently and contacted me. She was concerned. She says their housing policy is for a member to stay in the apartment as much as possible and need to sleep there at least 4- 5 days a week otherwise the person could get removed from the program (meaning get kicked out). I told her I can't do that I can't sleep there. So I told her everything I told you guys on this forum with honesty. I told her about neighbors door slamming, and God gave me a project to set up a tent in the wilderness to help others and my parents in the future when things go south for them. The manager of the housing has been very understanding and we came to agreement that I stay in the apartment for several hours a day (to charge my scooter, eat, take shower, do laundry, etc) 4 to 5 days a week and not have to sleep there.. She and her manager are working on getting me a permanent housing and we are in the process of deciding which way to go....Option 1 is to pay 30% of the money I get from the paycheck a month as rent. Option 2 is to classify me as a mental patient (disability) and receive assistance from the doctor and pay no rent, no money out of my pocket. They will be contacting me next Monday so we can determine which way to go... Guess what God told me?
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Glad things are looking up and you are getting help. 🙂

Are you going on disability?
 
Captante said:
Glad things are looking up and you are getting help. 🙂

Are you going on disability?
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Thanks. They thought I work 20- 30 hours part-time and I told them I can barely work 7- 10 hours. After I make a Discover card payment I get $20 left for the month. Jesus told me to be prepared to take option 1, to pay 30% of my pay for the rent.. He tells me I'm not mentally sick and is actually healthy spiritually. He says don't pretend I'm a mental so I can get free housing. So I guess that's what I will tell the housing management in the next appointment. I don't know what their minimum requirements are for income limit since I make so little. But Jesus gave me peace that it'll work out. This is gonna be tough cause I will have to work more than 7 hours a week cause after I pay Discover card bill I won't have money left to pay rent. 🤔 And I will still be living out in the tent... The apartment will be used for power source and storage...unless Jesus tells me to pack and move in to the apartment... I don't know...the way things are going I have a feeling that I'll be living in the tent long-term.
 
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cheez said:
Thanks. They thought I work 20- 30 hours part-time and I told them I can barely work 7- 10 hours. After I make a Discover card payment I get $20 left for the month. Jesus told me to be prepared to take option 1, to pay 30% of my pay for the rent.. He tells me I'm not mentally sick and is actually healthy spiritually. He says don't pretend I'm a mental so I can get free housing. So I guess that's what I will tell the housing management in the next appointment. I don't know what their minimum requirements are for income limit since I make so little. But Jesus gave me peace that it'll work out. This is gonna be tough cause I will have to work more than 7 hours a week cause after I pay Discover card bill I won't have money left to pay rent. 🤔 And I will still be living out in the tent... The apartment will be used for power source and storage...unless Jesus tells me to pack and move in to the apartment... I don't know...the way things are going I have a feeling that I'll be living in the tent long-term.
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I think you should consider filing for bankruptcy since you plan on trying to deal with your CC debt. (depending on how much you have I've forgotten) It may not be 100% ethical but it is 100% legal and would enable you to pay your rent maybe?

There are fee's involved and you would be better off having an attorney handle the actual filing but it should be possible to have both taken care of given your situation through legal aid.
 
cheez said:
He tells me I'm not mentally sick and is actually healthy spiritually. He says don't pretend I'm a mental so I can get free housing. So I guess that's what I will tell the housing management in the next appointment.
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Can you do me a favor while you are there? Please inquire if they are interested in purchasing a bridge in Brooklyn from me.
 
cheez said:
Overly Stressed out following Jesus due to pain and suffering. Jesus told me to go ahead and put this video up LOL 😄
You see Jesus can be cool also. He can do a lot more to cheer you up. 🙂
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Sorta the last few days for me, in a nut shell lol. I don't follow Jesus but if you google up Hecate you would almost think she was a sister of Jesus. Went over to friends house, he is very much like me. That allowed me to find perhaps a bit more balance with things as we chatted . Only friend who understands me for me without judgement. Gave the dude my vape as well cause it wasn't working out for me. Edibles kick into high gear big time. Had Symbel while over there too, i had some fun.

Good share sir.

Birds of a feather flock together more or less
 
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If Jesus it telling you to "Stop pretending being a mental," then you should probably stop listening to this Jesus.
 
Captante said:
I think you should consider filing for bankruptcy since you plan on trying to deal with your CC debt. (depending on how much you have I've forgotten) It may not be 100% ethical but it is 100% legal and would enable you to pay your rent maybe?

There are fee's involved and you would be better off having an attorney handle the actual filing but it should be possible to have both taken care of given your situation through legal aid.
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Thanks. I can't afford to pay any legal fees and what not. I think either way (walking off from debt vs filing bankruptcy) my credit would get destroyed...but I don't really care about my credit score anymore. Jesus told me not to file bankruptcy. He told me that twice. I think I'm responsible for paying off stuff I charged..it is unlawful/not honerable to his kingdom. I said Ok Jesus I will keep trying to make credit card payment as long as I can... I fear I might not be able to pay off even when I get 70 years old cause financial problems keep coming up. Jesus is giving me strength to keep going following his ways..

squirrel dog said:
jesus told me he wants you to live in the apartment .
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No. Jesus doesn't even let me pack my cat litter box and take my cat with me to the apartment to stay over a few days! He wants me to stay out here in the tent and watch the place. He wants me to set up a large living quarters so my parents can stay (I don't know exactly when).
 
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cheez said:
Yesterday the scenery was so beautiful I had to record a video. It was so pretty I felt like falling backwards and pass out 😲
Be sure to watch it in 1080p
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Not sure if me, but i would be finding a place of absolute calm and just relax. May be the place for you to think on your thoughts? What a beautiful place not to be calm in, sometimes you just need to be in a place like this. If you can't relax in such a place, you're wasting the chance honestly.
 
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cheez said:
Thanks. I can't afford to pay any legal fees and what not. I think either way (walking off from debt vs filing bankruptcy) my credit would get destroyed...but I don't really care about my credit score anymore. Jesus told me not to file bankruptcy. He told me that twice. I think I'm responsible for paying off stuff I charged..it is unlawful/not honerable to his kingdom. I said Ok Jesus I will keep trying to make credit card payment as long as I can...
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Didn't Jesus tell you to buy that stuff in the first place?
 
cheez said:
Yesterday the scenery was so beautiful I had to record a video. It was so pretty I felt like falling backwards and pass out 😲
Be sure to watch it in 1080p
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Not bad, but I think that it's time to upgrade to a 4K camera with image stabilization. It will make your scooter ride videos much better!
 
nakedfrog said:
Didn't Jesus tell you to buy that stuff in the first place?
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Yes he did.. A lot of things I bought (charged) he wanted me to get. He knows what I need (and want). He is not a strict cruel God. Though there are some things he won't allow...for your spirit sake, for his kingdom.
ultimatebob said:
Not bad, but I think that it's time to upgrade to a 4K camera with image stabilization. It will make your scooter ride videos much better!
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My camera is 8k, with image stabilization, with 120hz, you can't afford it LOL. But I recorded it in 1080p with widescreen at 60hz cause God doesn't like high definition nor 120hz.😚
 
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