i have not been in chat rooms since 2005. i was hardcore in chat rooms since i first got a computer 99 to 2003 then starting 2004 i kindda laylow cause of mmorpgs and work. the rest like 2006 is tiny bit.
when i talk to a girl i like to lie alot and i just want to chat it then leave it. like one-time chat. but most time they be like all over me and want to dig more... add to friend list and tell phone # ect... and i dont even call. i dont really want to be long term chat cause i run out of stuff to lie and stuff to talk about. i dont mind if they all on me and want to be long term but only if i act the same and have many stuff to talk about non stop.
its like.... 30min session from a strange girl i be all flirty and talkative.... then 2 hours.... i be all... quiet cause ran out of stuff to talk about.... i be like only answer of what they say. im shy if long term. but short term i be all talkative. im shy of them for liking me.
is this some kind of stuff like ocd or what? is it a disorder? or normal?
just now i finally visit chat rooms after 5,6,7,8,9 years. i was all talkative and got some hot babes kept on flirting with me saying like she like how i talk ect... now i told her i gotta go... she ask if she can add me.... i kindda scare of next time if she see me online.... i dont know how to act and talk... i shift to shy mode cause she always complement me throughout the chat session.
edit: this girl i recently talk to.... she shows me cam and heard her voice on mic so shes really a girl. she looks decent. a bit chubby but cute face. she really likes me and wanted to talk to me again. actually theres two girls that added me in my recent chat. they all liked me. they all talk on mic. one i see both cam and voice and the other only voice. and yeah they both entitled to be clalled hot babes although one is a bit chubby and the other only hear sexy voice. OMG what am i thinking? theres 3! three total of girls i talked to in my recent chat session. the third one is really hot. she dress like real sexy.... not like high class but hoochi like real sexy. only see her pics but no cam or voice though.
and back like early 2000.... theres this girl i first chat with her and everything was all good like we both talkative and friendly.... then turns something else. she starts being flirty. ask me if she can be my girlfriend ect... she even sent me 2 or 3 air mails with her pics and its the first time i finally see how she look like.... not what i expected. she is fat! and a bit not-pretty side. ever since she sent me air mail with pics.... i start to avoid her.... i just wait for her to say something and i answer..... she call on phone and same thing i just wait for her to say something then i answer. she finally say why am i so quiet... i jus say i dont know. one time i let my cousin use my sn..... she pm.... i told my cousin to say "oh he doesnt come online much since hes busy with work now" which is true. day pass and day pass...... then we jus completely stopped talking.
i feel very bad since now. how can i be like that???? im a dick right????? why couldnt i tried to steer her to be friends instead of avoiding her? i should of steer her to be friends and get to know her pretty friends! even my cousin say that. i am stupid and a dick. i hurted a girl. she liked me so much. but anyway she probly got a husband and a kid by now. still feel bad though. she from like 9 days drive from me. long distance relationship dont work but it could work if i wanted to.... i was being a dick jus cause of her looks and i was young dont know how to think.
when i talk to a girl i like to lie alot and i just want to chat it then leave it. like one-time chat. but most time they be like all over me and want to dig more... add to friend list and tell phone # ect... and i dont even call. i dont really want to be long term chat cause i run out of stuff to lie and stuff to talk about. i dont mind if they all on me and want to be long term but only if i act the same and have many stuff to talk about non stop.
its like.... 30min session from a strange girl i be all flirty and talkative.... then 2 hours.... i be all... quiet cause ran out of stuff to talk about.... i be like only answer of what they say. im shy if long term. but short term i be all talkative. im shy of them for liking me.
is this some kind of stuff like ocd or what? is it a disorder? or normal?
just now i finally visit chat rooms after 5,6,7,8,9 years. i was all talkative and got some hot babes kept on flirting with me saying like she like how i talk ect... now i told her i gotta go... she ask if she can add me.... i kindda scare of next time if she see me online.... i dont know how to act and talk... i shift to shy mode cause she always complement me throughout the chat session.
edit: this girl i recently talk to.... she shows me cam and heard her voice on mic so shes really a girl. she looks decent. a bit chubby but cute face. she really likes me and wanted to talk to me again. actually theres two girls that added me in my recent chat. they all liked me. they all talk on mic. one i see both cam and voice and the other only voice. and yeah they both entitled to be clalled hot babes although one is a bit chubby and the other only hear sexy voice. OMG what am i thinking? theres 3! three total of girls i talked to in my recent chat session. the third one is really hot. she dress like real sexy.... not like high class but hoochi like real sexy. only see her pics but no cam or voice though.
and back like early 2000.... theres this girl i first chat with her and everything was all good like we both talkative and friendly.... then turns something else. she starts being flirty. ask me if she can be my girlfriend ect... she even sent me 2 or 3 air mails with her pics and its the first time i finally see how she look like.... not what i expected. she is fat! and a bit not-pretty side. ever since she sent me air mail with pics.... i start to avoid her.... i just wait for her to say something and i answer..... she call on phone and same thing i just wait for her to say something then i answer. she finally say why am i so quiet... i jus say i dont know. one time i let my cousin use my sn..... she pm.... i told my cousin to say "oh he doesnt come online much since hes busy with work now" which is true. day pass and day pass...... then we jus completely stopped talking.
i feel very bad since now. how can i be like that???? im a dick right????? why couldnt i tried to steer her to be friends instead of avoiding her? i should of steer her to be friends and get to know her pretty friends! even my cousin say that. i am stupid and a dick. i hurted a girl. she liked me so much. but anyway she probly got a husband and a kid by now. still feel bad though. she from like 9 days drive from me. long distance relationship dont work but it could work if i wanted to.... i was being a dick jus cause of her looks and i was young dont know how to think.
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