- Nov 4, 2004
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Last Friday I pulled 64 waking hours, well, with a couple very limited 15 minute naps here and there... finals at college and the deathmarch had me going.
Anyhow I suddenly felt this weird sensation around my heart area, and then it started fluttering and I couldn't breath... it felt like it was pushing all the life out of me and I was trying to suck it in... not my lungs but my heart? I began feeling super dizzy and disoriented.
Mind you earlier that day it began to ache like a bruise/cramp. Then it began to ache constantly, went to see a doc and my bloodwork, breathing and heartbeat etc turn out fine from his perspective...so I'm booked for a cardiogram next week and further inspection.
Its turned from a cramp/bruise like pain to just a weird sensation and instead of being every once in a while its more a constant but much less painful (though it was never painful in the first place, more a discomfort, now its just a weird "I know its there" type thing).
God I keep picturing myself having some terminal heart disease :/ ah reminds me of when my mom had gigantic lymph nodes... took them 2 months to finally have a specialist look at her! (go Canadian healthcare) and the whole time I thought the worst--she had some terminal cancer in late stages.
God I'm too young to die
And the scary thing is that this isn't the first time I've felt the discomfort. I've felt it before but for VERY short periods--like 10 minutes and once or twice a week and not to that amount of pain. Oh yeah and when I was writing my finals it really seemed to flare up with my excited/nervous state from the pressure.
Anyhow I suddenly felt this weird sensation around my heart area, and then it started fluttering and I couldn't breath... it felt like it was pushing all the life out of me and I was trying to suck it in... not my lungs but my heart? I began feeling super dizzy and disoriented.
Mind you earlier that day it began to ache like a bruise/cramp. Then it began to ache constantly, went to see a doc and my bloodwork, breathing and heartbeat etc turn out fine from his perspective...so I'm booked for a cardiogram next week and further inspection.
Its turned from a cramp/bruise like pain to just a weird sensation and instead of being every once in a while its more a constant but much less painful (though it was never painful in the first place, more a discomfort, now its just a weird "I know its there" type thing).
God I keep picturing myself having some terminal heart disease :/ ah reminds me of when my mom had gigantic lymph nodes... took them 2 months to finally have a specialist look at her! (go Canadian healthcare) and the whole time I thought the worst--she had some terminal cancer in late stages.
God I'm too young to die
And the scary thing is that this isn't the first time I've felt the discomfort. I've felt it before but for VERY short periods--like 10 minutes and once or twice a week and not to that amount of pain. Oh yeah and when I was writing my finals it really seemed to flare up with my excited/nervous state from the pressure.