- Nov 18, 2005
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Quite a few issues involved, but let's start with the present symptoms:
(and be prepared for a lengthy post)
-neck and back, for the past 2.5 months, have been bothering me but varied in discomfort level: at different times, or with different pain meds in me, it can be some combination of a feeling of cramping muscles around the spine, generally stiff, or just a general discomfort that is hard to describe. My neck is most often either just a general discomfort, and one that I cannot explain for the life of me, or is actually kind of paining me. Regardless, the combination of my neck and back (mostly middle back) seems to be causing issues with my pushups, which is something I have no choice but to do but these issues have never existed before.
-mental clarity seems to be... off. Either it's just my ability to focus, or possibly my ability to recall memories. I'm likely able to be diagnosed ADD and this has been true for a few years now (but really wasn't in my childhood which is strange), but it seems to be even worse this quarter of school. Either I'm just growing more careless (which would be very strange given some circumstances, like bad grades taking away the Army scholarship paying for school for the next quarter), or something is different. But my procrastination level has jumped insanely this quarter. And my focus on things at the last minute used to be great, but even now, after procrastinating, I still maintain terrible focus.
It just feels like my sub-conscious wants me to give up on everything, but consciously I want to excel yet the sub-conscious is determined to win. Ugh.
Now, I don't know whether the rest can be connected to anything, but it might be medically significant considering this was around the time I seriously began to start changing my focusing ability, and had some changes in my life.
This will be like a little story, that details the event, and the changes.
Junior year of highschool, I'm in the last half of the year, and in a computer networking (CCNA) career program (takes up half the school day, for both semesters, and completion of the program is two years, so a serious chunk of education). I'm dead-set on going into the computer field for a career, and at this point am considering going into computer engineering for college, but haven't been putting a lot of thought into that, that happens more in the summer between junior and senior year. But I digress.
I get hit with a nasty flu-like virus. Got the fever, got the general malaise. But then, I also have an extremely pained and stiff neck. Moving it hurts like hell, and just increases the pain in my head. I'm not nauseous at all, but I'm basically just knocked out. I mean, the fever goes down in a day or two, but the pain in my head and neck is just intense, so much so that I have no desire and/or capability to process complex thought. That computer class? It's not happening, so I just put my head down all day, and in my other classes too. Work at the restaurant that week? Oh it was rough. And to make matters more strange? The fever is gone, but after work I notice my temperature is now BELOW my normal temp, something I've never had in my life. Normal temp is 97.7ish. I had a 96.5 or so. And no, I didn't have any fluids for a good while prior to recording the temp. I hydrated well during work, but I had moments of chills and warmth just like a fever, and my mind was still doing the "don't bother me with any mental work" thing.
After the first week, the flu-like symptoms completely disappear, temperature returns to normal. But my head, it's basically a constant headache, and the neck is still somewhat stiff too. I mean, the headache never disappears, and for the second week its still very bad. And... the headache actually stays with me for like 4 more weeks, each week being less worse than the previous, until about the 6th week into the entire 'illness' it's at the point where it's just nagging me, but otherwise has no real effect on mental ability. Basically, it's there but I really only know it when I give thought to it, otherwise its just sitting there in the background, annoying me. Eventually, probably about week 7, it's gone, or at least to my ability to recognize it. Whatever was giving me the pains, whatever the cause, who knows when that disappeared, could have been a few more weeks after that point.
During that time, I think around weeks 2, 3, and 4, I took a couple trips to the doctor, and ended up having a head/neck X-ray (checking for pinched nerves in neck and condition of my sinuses), as well as a CT scan. After both showed nothing, we were going to move on to an MRI but at that point the symptoms were getting to the point where it wasn't bothering me enough, and the costs for all the testing was killing insurance and how much my parents had to pay out of pocket, so due to the fact that the symptoms were slowly disappearing, we basically just stopped pursuing medical attention. Also, I think I had like 5 vials of blood drawn to have tests run, and nothing appeared there either.
So, doctors were stumped, and so were we.
Now, after this is long-gone, in the summer I'm looking at colleges. Still pursuing computer engineering or computer software. But... somewhere in there I just stopped caring. About a month into my senior year, and still in the CCNA program, I just stop caring about it. My competitions were weak (compared to junior year where I went to nationals, placed somewhere around 15th, after a 1st local and 4th or 5th at states in computer tech/troubleshooting), and performance in class was dropping. Focus on material dropped too, and just started to no longer care to pursue a computer career.
And I switched focus in regards to joining the military. First it was just looking into joining the Army, then I started focusing on ROTC, looking both to Air Force and Army but eventually just started focusing solely on Army ROTC (which is what I did).
So, not sure if the medical issues caused my change in interests or not, that could have just been the course I was headed on and maybe I would have made those changes in interest regardless of that little medical episode. No clue.
But there it is. Can any of this all be linked together? Did my brain go through some kind of change due to that episode?
Is what I'm experiencing right now any kind of medical thing, or just something I need to visit a chiropractic center for to get some kinks worked out of my neck and back?
Thanks
(and be prepared for a lengthy post)
-neck and back, for the past 2.5 months, have been bothering me but varied in discomfort level: at different times, or with different pain meds in me, it can be some combination of a feeling of cramping muscles around the spine, generally stiff, or just a general discomfort that is hard to describe. My neck is most often either just a general discomfort, and one that I cannot explain for the life of me, or is actually kind of paining me. Regardless, the combination of my neck and back (mostly middle back) seems to be causing issues with my pushups, which is something I have no choice but to do but these issues have never existed before.
-mental clarity seems to be... off. Either it's just my ability to focus, or possibly my ability to recall memories. I'm likely able to be diagnosed ADD and this has been true for a few years now (but really wasn't in my childhood which is strange), but it seems to be even worse this quarter of school. Either I'm just growing more careless (which would be very strange given some circumstances, like bad grades taking away the Army scholarship paying for school for the next quarter), or something is different. But my procrastination level has jumped insanely this quarter. And my focus on things at the last minute used to be great, but even now, after procrastinating, I still maintain terrible focus.
It just feels like my sub-conscious wants me to give up on everything, but consciously I want to excel yet the sub-conscious is determined to win. Ugh.
Now, I don't know whether the rest can be connected to anything, but it might be medically significant considering this was around the time I seriously began to start changing my focusing ability, and had some changes in my life.
This will be like a little story, that details the event, and the changes.
Junior year of highschool, I'm in the last half of the year, and in a computer networking (CCNA) career program (takes up half the school day, for both semesters, and completion of the program is two years, so a serious chunk of education). I'm dead-set on going into the computer field for a career, and at this point am considering going into computer engineering for college, but haven't been putting a lot of thought into that, that happens more in the summer between junior and senior year. But I digress.
I get hit with a nasty flu-like virus. Got the fever, got the general malaise. But then, I also have an extremely pained and stiff neck. Moving it hurts like hell, and just increases the pain in my head. I'm not nauseous at all, but I'm basically just knocked out. I mean, the fever goes down in a day or two, but the pain in my head and neck is just intense, so much so that I have no desire and/or capability to process complex thought. That computer class? It's not happening, so I just put my head down all day, and in my other classes too. Work at the restaurant that week? Oh it was rough. And to make matters more strange? The fever is gone, but after work I notice my temperature is now BELOW my normal temp, something I've never had in my life. Normal temp is 97.7ish. I had a 96.5 or so. And no, I didn't have any fluids for a good while prior to recording the temp. I hydrated well during work, but I had moments of chills and warmth just like a fever, and my mind was still doing the "don't bother me with any mental work" thing.
After the first week, the flu-like symptoms completely disappear, temperature returns to normal. But my head, it's basically a constant headache, and the neck is still somewhat stiff too. I mean, the headache never disappears, and for the second week its still very bad. And... the headache actually stays with me for like 4 more weeks, each week being less worse than the previous, until about the 6th week into the entire 'illness' it's at the point where it's just nagging me, but otherwise has no real effect on mental ability. Basically, it's there but I really only know it when I give thought to it, otherwise its just sitting there in the background, annoying me. Eventually, probably about week 7, it's gone, or at least to my ability to recognize it. Whatever was giving me the pains, whatever the cause, who knows when that disappeared, could have been a few more weeks after that point.
During that time, I think around weeks 2, 3, and 4, I took a couple trips to the doctor, and ended up having a head/neck X-ray (checking for pinched nerves in neck and condition of my sinuses), as well as a CT scan. After both showed nothing, we were going to move on to an MRI but at that point the symptoms were getting to the point where it wasn't bothering me enough, and the costs for all the testing was killing insurance and how much my parents had to pay out of pocket, so due to the fact that the symptoms were slowly disappearing, we basically just stopped pursuing medical attention. Also, I think I had like 5 vials of blood drawn to have tests run, and nothing appeared there either.
So, doctors were stumped, and so were we.
Now, after this is long-gone, in the summer I'm looking at colleges. Still pursuing computer engineering or computer software. But... somewhere in there I just stopped caring. About a month into my senior year, and still in the CCNA program, I just stop caring about it. My competitions were weak (compared to junior year where I went to nationals, placed somewhere around 15th, after a 1st local and 4th or 5th at states in computer tech/troubleshooting), and performance in class was dropping. Focus on material dropped too, and just started to no longer care to pursue a computer career.
And I switched focus in regards to joining the military. First it was just looking into joining the Army, then I started focusing on ROTC, looking both to Air Force and Army but eventually just started focusing solely on Army ROTC (which is what I did).
So, not sure if the medical issues caused my change in interests or not, that could have just been the course I was headed on and maybe I would have made those changes in interest regardless of that little medical episode. No clue.
But there it is. Can any of this all be linked together? Did my brain go through some kind of change due to that episode?
Is what I'm experiencing right now any kind of medical thing, or just something I need to visit a chiropractic center for to get some kinks worked out of my neck and back?
Thanks