- Sep 4, 2001
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So I've become pretty nocturnal. It's a side-affect of college. When I was in school, I slept at 3-4am DAILY-- not just on occasion. I don't think I've slept early for a single day the entire year! This was because of the intense workload I took upon myself. Plus, I'm not exactly the best at time management, and I am also extremely thorough (read: slow) with completing my work and studying.
Anyway, summer is here, and I've been out of school for a good 3 weeks now. I thought it'd be a great release for me, and that I'd be able to finally restore a healthy lifestyle and a normal amount/pattern of sleep....
Didn't happen.
I'm still up until at least 4am every single day, even though I don't have any homework to do. Recently, it's been getting to the point that I sleep at 6am, when the sun is already rising, and the horizon is starting to look pale orange. Then I find it very hard to sleep with the sky brightening. I wake up usually around 1:30pm, and the cycle repeats itself.
Argh! Got to learn some self control or self discipline. Funny thing is that I've been known to be very dilligent and very disciplined in studying and completing tasks-- especially school work. I can make myself work for countless hours and not relent until I finish something without feeling too bad. Still, I don't know why I keep staying up. I guess I've done it for so long that it's simply embedded itself into my lifestyle and it's hard to shake. In fact, I often find myself ready to sleep at 12am... and I know I should, but I somehow manage to waste time brainlessly on wikipedia or something until it's 4-5am. Doh.
Just had to rant. Bored to death at this hour and still don't feel like sleeping.
Anyway, summer is here, and I've been out of school for a good 3 weeks now. I thought it'd be a great release for me, and that I'd be able to finally restore a healthy lifestyle and a normal amount/pattern of sleep....
Didn't happen.
I'm still up until at least 4am every single day, even though I don't have any homework to do. Recently, it's been getting to the point that I sleep at 6am, when the sun is already rising, and the horizon is starting to look pale orange. Then I find it very hard to sleep with the sky brightening. I wake up usually around 1:30pm, and the cycle repeats itself.
Argh! Got to learn some self control or self discipline. Funny thing is that I've been known to be very dilligent and very disciplined in studying and completing tasks-- especially school work. I can make myself work for countless hours and not relent until I finish something without feeling too bad. Still, I don't know why I keep staying up. I guess I've done it for so long that it's simply embedded itself into my lifestyle and it's hard to shake. In fact, I often find myself ready to sleep at 12am... and I know I should, but I somehow manage to waste time brainlessly on wikipedia or something until it's 4-5am. Doh.
Just had to rant. Bored to death at this hour and still don't feel like sleeping.