Anyone here lost a parent or close relative to suicide?

[Skotty]

I lost my father when I was a child. Supposedly a suicide, but sometimes I wonder as the circumstances were never entirely clear. My parents were divorced and he was living in another state at the time. I wish I knew more about it.

Sometimes I wonder how things might have turned out if he was still around.

 

[Geekbabe]

My thoughts were more along the recovery process for the family left behind,how has the event impacted upon you,shaped you? Have you received enough of the right kinds of support? Sorry for my ackward phrasing.