It is insane. I get up at like 8:30, because I have a call at 9:00. Then I have a call at 10:00. And 11:30.
So, why even bother dressing up and driving in when I can't even escape my home until after noon? Why not just save the 30 mins to suit up and the 30 mins both driving to and from work? That is 1.5 hours otherwise wasted.
Then more calls in the afternoon, tons of people calling me and emailing me about their problems and how we need to talk right now. I try and put out fires, but I'm just now putting out today's fires here well after midnight central.
Have not bathed, smell like complete shit. Taking a shower here in a few.
But this shit is INSANE. Anyone else living this insane lifestyle, or do yall have sense enough to put a stop to the bullshit when it becomes to much?
I kind of feel that life is not worth living when basically every day is me killing myself to try and please other people all day every day with nothing for me to live for...
So, why even bother dressing up and driving in when I can't even escape my home until after noon? Why not just save the 30 mins to suit up and the 30 mins both driving to and from work? That is 1.5 hours otherwise wasted.
Then more calls in the afternoon, tons of people calling me and emailing me about their problems and how we need to talk right now. I try and put out fires, but I'm just now putting out today's fires here well after midnight central.
Have not bathed, smell like complete shit. Taking a shower here in a few.
But this shit is INSANE. Anyone else living this insane lifestyle, or do yall have sense enough to put a stop to the bullshit when it becomes to much?
I kind of feel that life is not worth living when basically every day is me killing myself to try and please other people all day every day with nothing for me to live for...
