I get to enjoy both worlds. I like being by myself and doing whatever I want, I'm never bored, but at the same time I enjoy being with other people in crowded places also doing whatever seems great at the moment. I'm also the type of person that usually, when someone asks "Well, what do you want to do?" will think of something fun to do. I never try to fit in with anybody; never have. I just do whatever I want to and if someone's doing something I don't particularly care to do, fine, I go off and own my own thing. I've always been this way and even my closest friends or my wife never know what to expect out of me. Makes life interesting.