a grim reminder of our own mortality

conjur

No Lifer
Jun 7, 2001
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Monday, September 22, 2003

Melissa,



I miss you soo much. I?ve never felt any pain like this before. My heart has sunk into my stomach. It feels like my heart is broken beyond repair. It?s so hard to breath. I wish I didn?t blink when I was around you because that would have meant me seeing you for those couple split seconds longer. I cherish every minute we spend together, the last 9 and a half months has been the happiest time in my life. You are on my pedestal, you are my unicorn, you are that once in a lifetime, special person that came into my life. Your time is worth more than anything else in this world to me. You are the most wonderful and beautiful girl in the world. Even though you are not here physically, you are always be in my heart and in my mind forever. I think about you every day. The memories that we have together are enough to fill a life time of happiness. I truly believe that we are meant to be together. Until we are together again, I know you will be watching over me. The day we are together again will be the day I become complete, the day the weight is lifted off my heart, the day the headache goes away, the day this nightmare ends, the day you can bite me and call me ?chicken adobo? again, the day I can hold you close, when I can smell the sweet natural scent on you neck, when I can kiss your soft lips and tell you what I?ve told you almost every night the past nine months. ?Goodnight Baby, I love you.? The day we are reunited inside the pearly gates of heaven will be the day my heart and soul can rest. We can use the clouds of heaven as our warm down blanket, like old times, snuggling up against each other for warmth, fitting perfectly together, passing back and forth sweet little kisses, laying there for eternity. The love I have for you is eternal, it is unconditional. I LOVE YOU MELISSA GRACE DIEGO, and I tell you that everyday, because I know, I just know you can hear me. . .


 

iwearnosox

Lifer
Oct 26, 2000
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Originally posted by: conjur
Monday, September 22, 2003

Melissa,



I miss you soo much. I?ve never felt any pain like this before. My heart has sunk into my stomach. It feels like my heart is broken beyond repair. It?s so hard to breath. I wish I didn?t blink when I was around you because that would have meant me seeing you for those couple split seconds longer. I cherish every minute we spend together, the last 9 and a half months has been the happiest time in my life. You are on my pedestal, you are my unicorn, you are that once in a lifetime, special person that came into my life. Your time is worth more than anything else in this world to me. You are the most wonderful and beautiful girl in the world. Even though you are not here physically, you are always be in my heart and in my mind forever. I think about you every day. The memories that we have together are enough to fill a life time of happiness. I truly believe that we are meant to be together. Until we are together again, I know you will be watching over me. The day we are together again will be the day I become complete, the day the weight is lifted off my heart, the day the headache goes away, the day this nightmare ends, the day you can bite me and call me ?chicken adobo? again, the day I can hold you close, when I can smell the sweet natural scent on you neck, when I can kiss your soft lips and tell you what I?ve told you almost every night the past nine months. ?Goodnight Baby, I love you.? The day we are reunited inside the pearly gates of heaven will be the day my heart and soul can rest. We can use the clouds of heaven as our warm down blanket, like old times, snuggling up against each other for warmth, fitting perfectly together, passing back and forth sweet little kisses, laying there for eternity. The love I have for you is eternal, it is unconditional. I LOVE YOU MELISSA GRACE DIEGO, and I tell you that everyday, because I know, I just know you can hear me. . .



That could mean that she went to the supermarket.
 

iwearnosox

Lifer
Oct 26, 2000
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Originally posted by: MercenaryForHire
Originally posted by: iwearnosox
That could mean that she went to the supermarket.

I wouldn't think there'd be much point in "Skoorb-Effecting" your own blog. :p

- M4H
There's not much point to most of the web, ergo there's none to your reply, either. :D

 

Buttzilla

Platinum Member
Oct 12, 2000
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yeah what happened to her? apparently there was a party and she was confused about going...maybe something happned there. knew a girl back in college that had a heart attack while on e...didnt' know she had heart condition. sucks.

peace to her and my condolences to her family.
 

djplayx714

Senior member
Feb 20, 2003
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for me its crazy how youre able to read her last thoughts right before she died. then im reminded how sudden any of us could go as well.
 

iwearnosox

Lifer
Oct 26, 2000
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Originally posted by: MacBaine
Originally posted by: iwearnosox
Why do hot girls have to die?

Oh, whhyyyyy?

That's not funny? How about that.
Who said it was supposed to be funny. You think this thread would get any attention if the girl who died was a 500 pound heffer?


 
Jan 31, 2002
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Originally posted by: iwearnosox
Originally posted by: MercenaryForHire
Originally posted by: iwearnosox
That could mean that she went to the supermarket.

I wouldn't think there'd be much point in "Skoorb-Effecting" your own blog. :p

- M4H
There's not much point to most of the web, ergo there's none to your reply, either. :D

Pot, kettle, black.

- M4H
 
Jan 31, 2002
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Originally posted by: iwearnosox
Originally posted by: MacBaine
Originally posted by: iwearnosox
Why do hot girls have to die?

Oh, whhyyyyy?

That's not funny? How about that.
Who said it was supposed to be funny. You think this thread would get any attention if the girl who died was a 500 pound heffer?

Cruel, insensitive, heartless, and true.

- M4H
 

iwearnosox

Lifer
Oct 26, 2000
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Originally posted by: MercenaryForHire
Originally posted by: iwearnosox
Originally posted by: MercenaryForHire
Originally posted by: iwearnosox
That could mean that she went to the supermarket.

I wouldn't think there'd be much point in "Skoorb-Effecting" your own blog. :p

- M4H
There's not much point to most of the web, ergo there's none to your reply, either. :D

Pot, kettle, black.

- M4H
I'm painfully aware of my own worthlessness, thank you. :D


 

TwinkleToes77

Diamond Member
Jul 13, 2002
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Originally posted by: iwearnosox
Originally posted by: conjur
Monday, September 22, 2003

Melissa,



I miss you soo much. I?ve never felt any pain like this before. My heart has sunk into my stomach. It feels like my heart is broken beyond repair. It?s so hard to breath. I wish I didn?t blink when I was around you because that would have meant me seeing you for those couple split seconds longer. I cherish every minute we spend together, the last 9 and a half months has been the happiest time in my life. You are on my pedestal, you are my unicorn, you are that once in a lifetime, special person that came into my life. Your time is worth more than anything else in this world to me. You are the most wonderful and beautiful girl in the world. Even though you are not here physically, you are always be in my heart and in my mind forever. I think about you every day. The memories that we have together are enough to fill a life time of happiness. I truly believe that we are meant to be together. Until we are together again, I know you will be watching over me. The day we are together again will be the day I become complete, the day the weight is lifted off my heart, the day the headache goes away, the day this nightmare ends, the day you can bite me and call me ?chicken adobo? again, the day I can hold you close, when I can smell the sweet natural scent on you neck, when I can kiss your soft lips and tell you what I?ve told you almost every night the past nine months. ?Goodnight Baby, I love you.? The day we are reunited inside the pearly gates of heaven will be the day my heart and soul can rest. We can use the clouds of heaven as our warm down blanket, like old times, snuggling up against each other for warmth, fitting perfectly together, passing back and forth sweet little kisses, laying there for eternity. The love I have for you is eternal, it is unconditional. I LOVE YOU MELISSA GRACE DIEGO, and I tell you that everyday, because I know, I just know you can hear me. . .



That could mean that she went to the supermarket.

the entry before this is her funeral place and time.