you don't suck... most of the players on CS are cheating, and it's nothing Goosman can do about it, he even said that he's not to preocupied by cheating and it's not that big an issue for him, he even admitted to the aimbot cheat. Unless you get a good bunch it's a totally useless game your only there as target practice for other lamers that are there for the only reason to piss you off. There are 7 cheats that I know of in HL and until valve steps in and has the balls to do something about it, the lame game is just a waste of time. I still play HL sometimes, but numbers and winning or loosing mean absolutely nothing. Just to give you an idea, CS is based on ambush, camping and strategy, when you have an Asus card like I do and you enable extra light or seethrough you can see where everyone is camping, or getting ready for an ambus or the other teams strategy instantly no matter what version of CS is released. Makes the game utterly useless to play. I'm not saying that everyones a cheater but the thing is you never know who is and when the entire other team has seethrough why be their lab rat and play.