I just typed alot fast, so sorry about grammar errors.
So, about a month ago, I was out at Walmart, and noticed a very pretty girl walking around. I didn't think much of it at first. A little bit later, I was walking around a corner, and I almost bumped into her. I moved out the way to let her pass, and she gave the most beaufitul authentic smile. I didn't realize it at the time, but I was totally swept off my feet.
After that, I found what I was looking for, proceeded to checkout, and started walking out. As I was walking out, I saw that she had just checked out as well. She ended up about ten feet behind me. I don't really find myself the kind of guy that try and pick up girls at walmart. I just kept walking out to my car and as soon as I turned around to get into my car, I saw that she was parked really close to me, about 2 cars away. I was really tempted to approach her, but it was late, and, I don't know, it just didn't seem like the right time. I had a gut feeling it wasn't the right thing to do, so I just got into my car and drove off. Somehow, she got to the same stoplight as I did, and ended up right in front of me. We are in Illinois, and I noticed she had florida plates. After driving a bit, I ended up passing her (2 lanes each way), but when we approached the next stop light, it started to turn, so I stopped. She ran it. For some reason, my heart sank.
I try not to think about stuff like this too much. I always tell myself if it is meant to be, it will happen by me living out my day to day life, not aggressively trying to put things in place. After that, I really didn't think about it.
Anyways, about a week ago, I saw her driving really close to my house, about 5 blocks away. That made me think about her. The next day, I saw her again. Then the next day, again, next day again. It was weird, but I just figured she lived in the area and I it was all just circumstantial. I mean, my dad lives in the area, and I see him out driving by circumstance all the time. I figured this was the same situation. Then two days ago, I saw her 3 times. After the third time, I stopped by friend Tim's house. His g/f was there, and I started to tell her about how I missed my chance to talk to the girl (regret about
walmart) and that now I see her all the time. Then she says, well, maybe you will have another chance. I asked her, if I see her somewhere, like a carwash, would it be too much if I stopped and approached her. She said it could go both ways. She could be a little freaked if she doesn't remember you, but if she does, and she was interested, then she would be flattered.
So, to carry on, the next day, I woke up, and found that our fridge light bulb was out, and that drives me nuts when I cant see what I am reaching for. So I decide to make a trip to walmart to get the new bulb. On my way there, just 3 blocks from my apartment, is a car wash, and as I drove by it, I couldn't help but look to see if she was there. Of course she wasn't. On to walmart. On my way back, while passing another car wash, who do I see leaving? Her. She ended up driving right next to me. I didn't want to start staring at her, so I just kept driving my way, pretending like I didn't notice, but I did go ahead and get in front of her. I have very easily remembered plates (has ups and downs), which are mostly for novelty and won't be kept on my car much longer. I was hoping maybe she would see the plates (and if was interested originally would remember). I kept driving all the way back to my apartment, and where did I see her pull off? Directly across from the first car wash I mentioned at a house, which is where I wash my car 4 times a week. I'm sorry but I found that to be an extra weird circumstance, you know, the whole, what if I see her at a car wash.
Next day, I have to go to work in St. Louis. I usually work from home. On my way home, I decide to stop by the car wash and wash my car. I do it all the time. Just about everytime I come back from St. Louis, because my car gets filthy.
Circumstantially, and I say that with a smirk, as soon as I pull into the car wash, she walks out her door and gets into her car. However, she was leaving as I was pulling in, so I discard the idea that she saw me and then decided to come out. I get out of my car and go over to change machine. I can hear and tell that a car just pulled up right behind me. I look back out of the corner of my eye, and I can see its her. There was a soda machine right next to the change machine. Oddly, she never got out. The change machine didn't work, so I walked off back to my car. She stayed there, but still never got out. Then she drove off. Confused about her, but also ticked that the change machine didn't work, I decided to walk down to the walgreen's that was about 150 feet away, to buy something and get change for the wash. As soon as I walk in, the first person I see is that girl. I'm kind of weirded out by this, because one I don't want her to think I am following her, because I'm not, but it was all just strange. I walk down to the candy isle to get a butter finger, and as soon as I am walking out to the main isle, we almost collide, just like at walmart, the first time. Total Deja vu. Of course, I let her go in front of me. She had about 4 sodas in her hand, and I said with a tad bit of humor and sarcasm in my voice, "thirsty?" She looked back with the most amazing smile, but didn't say a word! Ahhhh!!! She left before I did. I first thought to try and stop her and talk to her at all costs, but my inner voice said to wait. So I left, went back and washed my car, and then went home.
I'm not going to think about it anymore after tonight. I know that when the time is right, and if something is supposed to happen, our paths will cross. I just feel like the next month is going to be way to crazy for me, and it is mandatory stuff. Something keeps telling me to wait for the right time. Maybe I just missed my chance, maybe. Only, when I let things flow and listen to my inner voice do things go well for me. I didn't feel like this was the right time.
I dunno, just weird circumstances? I'm going to say so until something further happens. However, I must say that this odd considering other context. The next few weeks are going to very good to me, but very hard to get through. A project I have been working on for years is finally getting funded, and I feel like everything I have been working on for an eternity is finally paying off. I have been praying to God that as soon as things in my life get situated that he would bring my soulmate into my life. I say this because I knew I wasn't ready for a relationship, mostly because I didn't have the time to invest into one. The next few weeks I do classify as the point in which I can consider things situated and stable, as well as the point that I could start a relationship and maintain one with quality. I am also planning to move to Florida in the next year or so (key west), and I found it strange that this is all happening and the circumstances stretch as far as for her to have florida plates. It just seems strange that something so awesome would happen at this time. I don't know if everything will ever come of this particular thing, but I can definately see something supernatural happening. This totally gives me the feeling that some higher power is playing chess with me. eeeks.
JK
So, about a month ago, I was out at Walmart, and noticed a very pretty girl walking around. I didn't think much of it at first. A little bit later, I was walking around a corner, and I almost bumped into her. I moved out the way to let her pass, and she gave the most beaufitul authentic smile. I didn't realize it at the time, but I was totally swept off my feet.
After that, I found what I was looking for, proceeded to checkout, and started walking out. As I was walking out, I saw that she had just checked out as well. She ended up about ten feet behind me. I don't really find myself the kind of guy that try and pick up girls at walmart. I just kept walking out to my car and as soon as I turned around to get into my car, I saw that she was parked really close to me, about 2 cars away. I was really tempted to approach her, but it was late, and, I don't know, it just didn't seem like the right time. I had a gut feeling it wasn't the right thing to do, so I just got into my car and drove off. Somehow, she got to the same stoplight as I did, and ended up right in front of me. We are in Illinois, and I noticed she had florida plates. After driving a bit, I ended up passing her (2 lanes each way), but when we approached the next stop light, it started to turn, so I stopped. She ran it. For some reason, my heart sank.
I try not to think about stuff like this too much. I always tell myself if it is meant to be, it will happen by me living out my day to day life, not aggressively trying to put things in place. After that, I really didn't think about it.
Anyways, about a week ago, I saw her driving really close to my house, about 5 blocks away. That made me think about her. The next day, I saw her again. Then the next day, again, next day again. It was weird, but I just figured she lived in the area and I it was all just circumstantial. I mean, my dad lives in the area, and I see him out driving by circumstance all the time. I figured this was the same situation. Then two days ago, I saw her 3 times. After the third time, I stopped by friend Tim's house. His g/f was there, and I started to tell her about how I missed my chance to talk to the girl (regret about
walmart) and that now I see her all the time. Then she says, well, maybe you will have another chance. I asked her, if I see her somewhere, like a carwash, would it be too much if I stopped and approached her. She said it could go both ways. She could be a little freaked if she doesn't remember you, but if she does, and she was interested, then she would be flattered.
So, to carry on, the next day, I woke up, and found that our fridge light bulb was out, and that drives me nuts when I cant see what I am reaching for. So I decide to make a trip to walmart to get the new bulb. On my way there, just 3 blocks from my apartment, is a car wash, and as I drove by it, I couldn't help but look to see if she was there. Of course she wasn't. On to walmart. On my way back, while passing another car wash, who do I see leaving? Her. She ended up driving right next to me. I didn't want to start staring at her, so I just kept driving my way, pretending like I didn't notice, but I did go ahead and get in front of her. I have very easily remembered plates (has ups and downs), which are mostly for novelty and won't be kept on my car much longer. I was hoping maybe she would see the plates (and if was interested originally would remember). I kept driving all the way back to my apartment, and where did I see her pull off? Directly across from the first car wash I mentioned at a house, which is where I wash my car 4 times a week. I'm sorry but I found that to be an extra weird circumstance, you know, the whole, what if I see her at a car wash.
Next day, I have to go to work in St. Louis. I usually work from home. On my way home, I decide to stop by the car wash and wash my car. I do it all the time. Just about everytime I come back from St. Louis, because my car gets filthy.
Circumstantially, and I say that with a smirk, as soon as I pull into the car wash, she walks out her door and gets into her car. However, she was leaving as I was pulling in, so I discard the idea that she saw me and then decided to come out. I get out of my car and go over to change machine. I can hear and tell that a car just pulled up right behind me. I look back out of the corner of my eye, and I can see its her. There was a soda machine right next to the change machine. Oddly, she never got out. The change machine didn't work, so I walked off back to my car. She stayed there, but still never got out. Then she drove off. Confused about her, but also ticked that the change machine didn't work, I decided to walk down to the walgreen's that was about 150 feet away, to buy something and get change for the wash. As soon as I walk in, the first person I see is that girl. I'm kind of weirded out by this, because one I don't want her to think I am following her, because I'm not, but it was all just strange. I walk down to the candy isle to get a butter finger, and as soon as I am walking out to the main isle, we almost collide, just like at walmart, the first time. Total Deja vu. Of course, I let her go in front of me. She had about 4 sodas in her hand, and I said with a tad bit of humor and sarcasm in my voice, "thirsty?" She looked back with the most amazing smile, but didn't say a word! Ahhhh!!! She left before I did. I first thought to try and stop her and talk to her at all costs, but my inner voice said to wait. So I left, went back and washed my car, and then went home.
I'm not going to think about it anymore after tonight. I know that when the time is right, and if something is supposed to happen, our paths will cross. I just feel like the next month is going to be way to crazy for me, and it is mandatory stuff. Something keeps telling me to wait for the right time. Maybe I just missed my chance, maybe. Only, when I let things flow and listen to my inner voice do things go well for me. I didn't feel like this was the right time.
I dunno, just weird circumstances? I'm going to say so until something further happens. However, I must say that this odd considering other context. The next few weeks are going to very good to me, but very hard to get through. A project I have been working on for years is finally getting funded, and I feel like everything I have been working on for an eternity is finally paying off. I have been praying to God that as soon as things in my life get situated that he would bring my soulmate into my life. I say this because I knew I wasn't ready for a relationship, mostly because I didn't have the time to invest into one. The next few weeks I do classify as the point in which I can consider things situated and stable, as well as the point that I could start a relationship and maintain one with quality. I am also planning to move to Florida in the next year or so (key west), and I found it strange that this is all happening and the circumstances stretch as far as for her to have florida plates. It just seems strange that something so awesome would happen at this time. I don't know if everything will ever come of this particular thing, but I can definately see something supernatural happening. This totally gives me the feeling that some higher power is playing chess with me. eeeks.
JK
and as I think about it, this girl is everythign I have dreamed of, physically.
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