- Oct 30, 2001
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I swear to god, I meet the nicest people, have a blast, and then I self-implode and do the stupidest, most selfish, idiotic things and ruin everything.
This time I almost made it to 2 years. Not very long for you old-timers, but significant for me. I really feel empty right now, as she was pretty much my best and only friend too. I'm not really sure what happened to all the people I used to hang out with... they kind of just... disappeared?
I'm feeling pretty fscking ****** now.
No pics. Flame away, I don't really give a damn.
edit 1: (what happened)
t's been a tough week. We decided she would think about whether she wanted to work on it, and get back to me.
Basically she was ready to tell me she wanted to work on our relationship together a few days ago, but before she could I started getting emo and ****** on her, so she never got the chance.
edit 2: (what actually happened)
This past week, we made several plans to meet. Something unexpected, but understandable, happened 3 times to ruin the plans. Instead of being understanding, I decided to be emo and whine.
This time I almost made it to 2 years. Not very long for you old-timers, but significant for me. I really feel empty right now, as she was pretty much my best and only friend too. I'm not really sure what happened to all the people I used to hang out with... they kind of just... disappeared?
I'm feeling pretty fscking ****** now.
No pics. Flame away, I don't really give a damn.
edit 1: (what happened)
t's been a tough week. We decided she would think about whether she wanted to work on it, and get back to me.
Basically she was ready to tell me she wanted to work on our relationship together a few days ago, but before she could I started getting emo and ****** on her, so she never got the chance.
edit 2: (what actually happened)
This past week, we made several plans to meet. Something unexpected, but understandable, happened 3 times to ruin the plans. Instead of being understanding, I decided to be emo and whine.