Unfortunately, I do not have such luxuries where I have friends that call me up to talk or are willing to spend some time to talk with me when I call them. That's another thing to be fvckin' depressed about isn't it? I've been trying to do some stuff all day to get my mind off things and it's been hard. I even tried taking a nap and sleeping just a couple of hours before, and woke up within a matter of 20-30 minutes with her on my mind. Made me more fvckin' sad. DAMMIT. I'm going to go play some basketball now to get my mind off of things now. If you're asking, nah, pick-up games at a local high school.