- Jun 4, 2002
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Some of you might remember the girl I denied to prom. I've tried to tell her I dont have feelings for her. Its has to be a two way street, & she does not understand that. I dont need love letters in this point in my life, its childs play. I've changed my number, she doesnt want to get the picture. E-mail I got right now is below, what would you do, I mean bah why am I so sexy?
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I'll be in Chicago in three weeks I'm so excited, mostly because I can't wait to see you. I have done so much thinking lately and I know who I'm suppose to end up with in life, the one thats writin in the stars. It's always been you. Earlier I went to watch tv and my music was playing and when I came back in my room "The Reason" was playing and you were all I thought of, u are all I think of. I know I have fcked up a lot of things in my life but losing you is something I can't do. I have came close to losing u many of times. And that fcking killed me. I know u want to wait until u see me before you decide ne thing and I understand that. You just need to know how much of me you have. Yea, there are boys out here but none of them are you. I knew that once I left Chicago I was missing something it took me awhile to realize it but I left my heart out there which is you. I know a long distant relationship will be hard but I'm willing to try and I hope you are too. Give me a chance to love you and don't push me away. I will fcking kill myself before I hurt you. You are everything I've been missing out of my life and your the one I want to love and be with. I could see myself with you. I hope you can see me too. Open ur heart to me again and I swear on everything I will cherish it and love you. Your it for me. I'm done searching, everything I ever wanted was in front of me the whole time and I realize that now. You got my heart.
Jxnxixex.
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I'll be in Chicago in three weeks I'm so excited, mostly because I can't wait to see you. I have done so much thinking lately and I know who I'm suppose to end up with in life, the one thats writin in the stars. It's always been you. Earlier I went to watch tv and my music was playing and when I came back in my room "The Reason" was playing and you were all I thought of, u are all I think of. I know I have fcked up a lot of things in my life but losing you is something I can't do. I have came close to losing u many of times. And that fcking killed me. I know u want to wait until u see me before you decide ne thing and I understand that. You just need to know how much of me you have. Yea, there are boys out here but none of them are you. I knew that once I left Chicago I was missing something it took me awhile to realize it but I left my heart out there which is you. I know a long distant relationship will be hard but I'm willing to try and I hope you are too. Give me a chance to love you and don't push me away. I will fcking kill myself before I hurt you. You are everything I've been missing out of my life and your the one I want to love and be with. I could see myself with you. I hope you can see me too. Open ur heart to me again and I swear on everything I will cherish it and love you. Your it for me. I'm done searching, everything I ever wanted was in front of me the whole time and I realize that now. You got my heart.
Jxnxixex.